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    What is it like to secretly have an X account where you post videos of yourself jerking off or shoving something up your ass…

    and your best friend’s older brother finds them?

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    17 Sep 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov gets traded from Boston to Ottawa out of the blue and not a soul knows why. On his first visit to the Centaurs arena, he meets the team equipment manager, Shane — a quiet and illusive man that captures Ilya’s interest immediately.

    Shane Hollander has loved hockey since before he could walk. Unfortunately, the one thing he cared more about was living life as his authentic self. He gave up what would have been a promising career in the PWHL—the only chance in this lifetime at professional hockey—to transition. Once the initial sting had worn off, Shane took up equipment managing to keep as close to the game as he could, silently hoping that someday the NHL would be a safe space for people like him. What happens when Ilya Rozanov joins the centaurs and appears dead set on working his way into Shane’s life (and heart)?

    OR - Role Model AU!

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    16 Sep 2026

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    The night of the draft, when Shane gets so tempted by the sight of Ilya Rozanov winking at him after he’s sure their fingers touched for a moment too long on that water bottle, his mind is spinning so hard he finds himself downloading grindr and talking to some guy that might be pretending to be an asshole, but might just understand him better than anyone. Spoiler alert: It's Ilya, but Shane doesn't know that, and neither does Ilya. What follows is eight years of an emotional outlet for both of them to talk about how they really feel, unaware that they’re talking about each other...to each other.

    OR, Shane and Ilya are always honest with each other, they just don't realise who they're talking to...

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    15 Sep 2026

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    Shane Hollander comes to the Hamptons to spend the summer with his best friend Rose at her father's house. The house is beautiful, it has a pool, a hot tub, and he even gets his own room.

    The only issue is Shane can't stop thinking about her Dilf of a dad, Ilya Rozanov

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    13 Sep 2026

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    For as long as Ilya had loved hockey, he'd loved Shane Hollander.

    The two things were synonymous in his mind. Shane Hollander was hockey. Hockey was Shane Hollander. He was the best in the world at what he did, and if Ilya was lucky, he'd be half as good as him.

    So the fact that he was hopping off a plane, wandering through the airport in Ottawa and looking for Shane Hollander's black jeep… surreal was one word for it.

    Another was fucked. Ilya was fucked.

    or the one where ilya is shane's rookie and maybe we start getting a little D/s with it

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    11 Sep 2026