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Rite Beneath the Radiance by Mei_MyselfandI (maymyselfandi)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Ember & Ice (Audio Drama)
27 May 2026
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Shane is well aware of his position. His life revolves around discipline, study, and training. He can’t risk indulgences. His mother is the crown ruler of the Lunare kingdom. A kingdom he will one day rule.
Prince Ilya Rozanov on the other hand has an older brother, and is not next in line for the throne. He can drink and fuck and dance like he has not a care in the world.
Like he has freedom.
Shane would love just a taste.
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The Stars Incline Us, They Do Not Bind Us by Mei_MyselfandI (maymyselfandi)
Fandoms: 富豪刑事 Balance:UNLIMITED | Fugou Keiji: Balance:Unlimited (Anime)
25 May 2026
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Haru should never underestimate his father’s capability for cruelty. “I can inform the MCPTF that Haru Kato is an omega and by legal statute cannot work there anymore. I can also inform them that Haru Kato is not actually Haru Kato.” Haru paled as his father continued. “I can ruin your precious fake little life.”
And, the panic began to set in. The panic that had been bubbling in his chest for hours, for months, for years.
He’s been caught. All Haru wanted was to live a simple life, it was an incredibly naive thing to think he could have that.
After striking a deal with his father to keep his life as Haru Kato, Haru struggles to keep both of his identities separate from one another. It isn’t until they both begin to collide due to none other than Kambe Daisuke, that everything starts to go to shit.
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Until It Wasn’t by Mei_MyselfandI (maymyselfandi)
Fandoms: The Flash (TV 2014), The Flash - All Media Types
20 Apr 2018
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“We’re going to be okay, Michael.” He whispers to his son. His son who is terrified and shaking, trying so hard to stifle the sobs that threatened to spill from his lips.
He hears Michael sniffle, “H-how do you know?”
Hurry, Len.
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- Part 2 of ColdFlash Week 2018
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Water Is For Washing. Vino Tinto Is For Drinking. by Mei_MyselfandI (maymyselfandi)
Fandoms: The Flash (TV 2014), The Flash - All Media Types
18 Apr 2018
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“I was a good kid, then I spent two years in Iron Heights,” Barry paused shaking his head and sneered, “I wasn’t a good kid after that.”
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- Part 1 of ColdFlash Week 2018
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Ever since he was a kid, the only way he ever felt better was when there was a blade pressed against his wrist and blood dripping on the floor.
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ColdFlash Week 2018 by Mei_MyselfandI (maymyselfandi)
Fandom The Flash (TV 2014), The Flash - All Media Types
20 Apr 2018
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Imagine Being Loved (By Me) by gimmekiss
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 Aug 2026
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Shane Hollander is young and struggling. With people, with money, with life. He’s just started a new job and he’s working his hardest to be able to afford college and work towards his lifelong dream of becoming a film director. Shane doesn’t do relationships, doesn’t have the time or the mental capacity for sex or love or anything of the sort.
So what happens when a beautiful older man comes into the restaurant where he works and changes Shane’s entire life?
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Ilya is Shane’s fucking sugar daddy.
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Bookmarked by Mei_MyselfandI (maymyselfandi)
12 Feb 2026
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Imagine Being Loved (By Me) by gimmekiss
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Map Contact by Regolith (metonym)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
07 Sep 2026
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Ilya Rozanov, celebrated hockey star, gets perilously lost in the wilderness.
Shane Hollander, wilderness expert and #1 Rozanov hater, finds him.
They're stuck in the woods. Completely alone. Together.
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In a harsh world where Omegas are traded like cattle, Shane Hollander is an unbroken anomaly—feral, sharp-tongued, and fiercely rebellious. Draped in furs and put on display for foreign buyers, he catches the lethal eye of Ilya Rozanov, a Rabenmark Alpha who finds docility painfully boring and craves a real challenge.
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To Catch a Hollander by ilokheimsins
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Mar 2026
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After two months of being on Rozanov watch post him being dumped by Montreal Jane, the Raiders all breathe a sigh of relief when their captain goes back to his usual happy self after All-Stars.
Cliff, Victor, and Connor notice that the timing of Ilya’s good mood coincides strangely well with the speculation (read: open secret) that Hollander and Rozanov definitely banged it out sometime during that weekend and after some theorizing, they’re pretty sure their captain has had a years long crush on Hollander and that his happiness hinges on making his giant crush on Shane Hollander come to fruition.
Of course, as his friends, they need to help him to the best of their abilities.
Bookmarked by Mei_MyselfandI (maymyselfandi)
31 Jul 2026
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Select All by Regolith (metonym)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
02 May 2026
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Anyway, Shane didn't remember exactly what was in the folder ... But he knew they were all good shots of him.
He hastily clicked open the folder, his eyes barely glancing through the dozen or so shots there, vaguely registering a picture with a sunset background from his condo balcony, something of him laughing, a picture of him working at his laptop with his glasses on...
The director called him again, and he shook his head, the photos blurring. Whatever. It would have to do.
He clicked "select all," then the messages icon, then Rozanov's name. Hit send.
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Or: When never-hooked-up Shane and Ilya have to collaborate on a league charity project, Shane accidentally sends Ilya a nude.