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on a single log bridge; you fall underneath by melebee
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
20 Jun 2022
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“You told me you would sing me a song,” Lan Wangji says, “years ago.”
Wei Wuxian looks at the graveyard around him, bloodstained with nothing to show for it. Every sacrifice, every sword-stroke, and every goodbye he’s made here remains forgotten with time, only honored by his memory. Wei Wuxian has killed with his hands, saved with his hands, sacrificed these own two hands of his and has watched in horror as they grew back and forced him to sacrifice another.
This song that he once promised Lan Wangji to sing is the song that doomed him to this land after death, to a world where he cannot even rely on the stability of death, to a place where every part of him never learns from the pain and keeps growing back to be cut off again. The song that his mother once sang to him, before he slept and before she died, cursed him to a fate that he can only embrace.
Wei Wuxian can only venomously spit in response, the truth and a twisted metaphor of it: “I’ve forgotten it by now.”
—Or: Wei Wuxian inherits more from Baoshan Sanren than the unfortunate fate of her disciples. Regeneration is a road to self-destruction; especially where resentment is involved.
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In one universe, Chuuya dies at the age of sixteen. Dazai is the one left behind, and eventually rises to take the mantle of the Port Mafia boss. Six years later, a very-much alive Chuuya from supposedly another universe tumbles into one where he had died. Dazai has barely known him for more than a year, but somehow he's still drawn to this Chuuya—
And falling in love seems like the natural next step.
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you're coming back (and it's the end of the world) by melebee
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
03 Dec 2021
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“I think I’m falling in love with you,” he murmurs, to no one in particular but himself.
Chuuya smiles at him, lazy and borderline indulgent.
“I think I’m already in love with you,” Dazai corrects himself.
The world is so boring, and as he grows older he’s getting less hopeful that it can be anything else. They both kill and torture for a living, and they can never leave. They both live as cruel renditions of what a human is supposed to be, one born to be inhuman and the other born inhuman. This shouldn’t be happening.
Dazai finds himself grinning in return, and tugs Chuuya closer for a kiss.
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His stomach hurts.
His chest hurts.
His heart hurts.
Actually, it’s impossible to tell where the pain was. All Chuuya knows is that it was there, and that it haunts him at every second. Like a great pulsing wound that aches with every breath he takes, all he feels is pain. His arms are sore and his legs too, from seemingly nothing at all.
And yet, he’s sure he’s not the one who should be feeling this type of pain at the moment. If anyone would be, it would be Dazai, bleeding out in his arms.
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Maybe he half expected this, at least a quarter. Chuuya’s arms were thrown around his neck and his face pressed into his shoulder, and there was a cool wetness of tears on that shoulder that neither of them wanted to think about.
He can’t have said it was a surprise, and he doesn’t know if that means either something good, bad, or indescribable entirely.
If he has no reason to die, does he have one to keep living?
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fics by me that are inspired by a mitski song, probably mostly bsd if not all
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