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    Shane Hollander was perfect; the perfect son, the perfect boyfriend, the perfect friend. He had spent years refining perfection, making sure he was the picture of it. It was second nature after all these years; a suit that didn’t quite fit, but that he’d gotten used to.
    Enter Ilya Rozanov.

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    “We can't be something, Hollander.” The look on Ilya's face is heartbreaking. If Shane had to guess, he feels the exact same way as him. They both know there's more and they want it, but there are too many barriers in place preventing them from this.

    Well, maybe that will change once Shane takes the test that's been burning a hole in his pocket since he bought it at the convenience store a block away. He was going to take it after the game and talking with Ilya regardless, but Ilya being there depended on how this conversation continued.

    “What if we had to be?” Ilya turns his head and perks an eyebrow at that, and Shane takes a deep breath. “Have you ever heard of the MC-15 gene?”

    “Shane…” Ilya's eyes have grown wide, and Shane lets out a nervous chuckle.

    “It runs in my family, so I got tested when I turned thirteen and I have it. It was one of those things where I knew about it in the back of my mind, but I never thought about it because I had no reason to.”

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    OR: If All-Star Weekend 2017 went a little differently.

    For Pregnant Shane Week 2026!

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    They’re not like this. He and Rozanov.

    They don’t linger after hooking up. They don’t text unless it’s sexting or a vague comment about hockey. They certainly don’t drive to a different fucking country to surprise their not-boyfriend with risqué underwear for Valentine’s Day.

    What, Hollander? Roses were too overrated?

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    “Worried about me, Hollander?”

    A few months ago, Shane would’ve called him an asshole and left him in this dingy hospital room alone. A few months ago, Shane would’ve rolled his eyes and thrown back a line about wanting to ensure all his patients were looked after and how he had a responsibility, especially to members of his own firehouse. Hell, a few months ago, maybe Shane wouldn’t have even been here in the first place.

    But today, after the scare he’s had and the hours he’s spent really coming to terms with… well, everything, Shane just nods tiredly.

    “I was. I was terrified actually. I haven’t left this hospital since I rolled in doing chest compressions on you because we couldn’t get your sinus rhythm back and your heart stopped.”

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    OR: Ilya Rozanov is Firehouse 17's supposed asshole lieutenant and Shane Hollander is their newest paramedic.

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