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    The fight on Boxing Day had been explosive and painful. But they'd decided they would make a new plan. One they could both live with.

    But the more Shane tried to compromise, all the years of resentment and hiding crowded in at once. He spat an ultimatum across the table. Six months. A year at the absolute most. Or they were done.

    “That’s not enough time. A year is… tough, but maybe,” Shane offered carefully. “Eighteen months?”

    Ilya’s temper flared.

    “I do not want to wait another eighteen fucking months!” The words echoed through the room. “I want to be like Hunter! Go on dates with my boyfriend. Talk about him to people. Not always feel like some awful, shameful secret.”

    “You want to talk to people about me?” he asked quietly. His voice sounded so small and fragile and confused. But Ilya was still furious and raw.

    “Well I would,” he sneered, “if there was anything about you that was fucking interesting to talk about! It would be nice to not be so fucking bored and miserable!”

    As the words left his mouth, he knew he'd gone too far.

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    What if the Centaur's plane never malfunctions, so Shane never proposes. Instead, Ilya gives him an ultimatum.

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    He couldn't understand what was going on. He'd moved back from El paso 3 months ago, and his relationship with his bestfriend had kind of died. They still spent time together, they talked. But they didn't feel like buckandeddie any more. Did him going to El paso break them or was it the fight in the kitchen. He hadn't even seen Buck's new place, no one had. They still worked together but he was now with Hen and Buck was with Ravi. But they barely spoke at work, Buck was constantly traveling on their days off. He was constantly watching hockey and if anyone interupted him without it being a call he would get snappy

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    Evan Buckley has a secret relationship which threatens to be outted when someone gets hurt

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    Set around the end of 2023/early 2024, a married Ilya and Shane confront Shane's recurring fantasies by seeking out somewhere to explore watching and being watched, and discover a private club in Ottawa called Le Chaton. They get more than they expected when they find the right audience, and Shane winds up understanding the benefits of being seen.

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    “I was thinking summer,” Shane said.

    “Summer for what?”

    Shane lifted his head and met Ilya’s gaze. “For everything. Coming out. Going public. Getting married.”

    Ilya’s heart flipped. “Yes?”

    “Yeah. I know it’s going to be a shitshow, but I’m tired of being scared of being found out. I want to tell people, on our own terms. I think I can handle anything that happens, as long as going public is a choice we made ourselves. Together.”

    “That is what I want,” Ilya agreed. “We tell people ourselves. Together.”

    ~ The Long Game, Chapter 25

    What if Shane and Ilya were never outed in Hayden's FanMail, and got to come out on their own terms?

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