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    A broken, disillusioned Steve Rogers is afflicted by a delusion that the mysterious assassin who nearly killed him is actually his best friend, who died 70 years ago. SHIELD wants to lock him up and return him to being a perfect, sparkling nationalist symbol as quickly as possible. Sam Wilson, who has wrestled with his own disillusionment and his own ghosts, knows that Steve needs compassion and the support of a true friend, not a forced regime of recovery that takes away what is left of his shattered autonomy.

    Meanwhile, as Natasha tries to track down the Winter Soldier, her discoveries get more and more disturbing. She uncovers footage of the Soldier being subjected to, and forced to commit, horrific acts to maintain Hydra's cruel hierarchy. What's more, his resemblance to Steve's dead friend is too close to be coincidence. Sam and Natasha grow determined to stop the Soldier from being recaptured by his abusers, but how will Steve react when he learns the true extent of the Soldier's torture, and the true horror of what he was twisted into?

    Is the Winter Soldier Bucky Barnes? Or is he a thing wearing Bucky Barnes's face?

    Which of those things is worse?

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    16 Sep 2026

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    Incredible.

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    An au based on Abolish's initial character concept.
    Abolish was Scott's butler back in the height of his rule, until his lord is cursed to sleep, and he is cursed to wait. Six hundred years later Scott returns, as do people to Oakhurst, but this time Abolish refuses to fail his lord.
    I love this over six hundred year long slow burn

    Info post about the au Here!

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    01 Jul 2026

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    Absolutely fantastic AU, beautifully written and great character work. Unfinished but well worth reading!

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    He’d thought… he’d thought something different was happening, was all. With the lights of the club, and the pulsing music. Scott had been kind, had bought him a drink, had wanted him, and Pyro thought...

    Well, it was even better than what he’d thought was happening. He'd thought that this attractive man with so much power in his grip might want to use Pyro in some kind of way, take pleasure in him, maybe not hurt him when he did.

    Pyro was used to being cornered, he'd thought maybe… maybe he'd follow. Maybe it would be nice, although his stomach had hurt and the drink he'd been sipping on sloshed uneasily in his stomach, when Scott led him to a private room by the hand.

    It ended up being even better than that. He'd wanted to keep Pyro. He had clawed Pyro into himself and kept him there, had grabbed him and stolen him, and not apologized or regretted it. It had hurt, but that's what happened when you got what you wanted. You had to pay for it.

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    Legundo held him fast although he writhed, looking down through those dark lenses. Owen could not see his own reflection in them— vampires did not have reflections. But he saw the red moon, and the black forest, and it looked like eyes.

    "I find you very fascinating Owen. As I said, I've traveled very far and seen many things, but you're a bit of an oddity. Goldsmith, now there's a dime a dozen. If I had an obol for every noble vampire with a penchant for massacre, why, I'd be a very rich man."

    Legundo sounded conversational. The bastard was as strong as a granite cliff side— Owen yanked as hard as he could and although Legundo's mouth pursed with effort, there was no breaking loose. Owen was smaller, and weak from hunger besides.

    "I had hoped to study your sire, Louis," and Owen had to acknowledge the fear now, ice cold in his stomach where the hunger nested with it. "But it seems he is no longer with us. You have my condolences, of course—"

    "Shut your fucking mouth," Owen snarled, and then screamed in fury when Legundo sighed, and started pressing Owen down to the ground.

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    29 Mar 2026

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    legundo does harm :)

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    In the aftermath of Oakhurst, Abolish returns to work, but finds himself joined by two very familiar faces. "Done with those lunatics," he definitely was not. Still, he's got a job to do, and he's going to stick at it, even with two divorced-situationship/whatever-the-hell vampires flanking him. Abolish can be professional about the whole thing. His two new coworkers, however...

    AU in which Owen and Legs both survive VSMP and join Abolish in the shadow organisation. Neither are coping with working with the other in a remotely normal fashion.

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    17 Dec 2025