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Steve Rogers Ruins Lives (a lament for barnes' sanity) by readergrl56
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types
26 Sep 2020
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Barnes is a damn fine assassin. He’s killed plenty of people like this, looked into their eyes as his hands snuff out their last breath. He’s seen the terror, the anger, the subtle resignation expressed by their big ol’ orbs. In short, he is due some respect for his ability to murder in one of the most horrific ways known to man.
But fuck on a fiddlestick, apparently. Steve’s popping a semi.
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- Part 2 of Agent Barnes' Guide to Being Social
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Steve Rogers is a Stubborn Ass (the trials and tribulations of agent barnes) by readergrl56
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types
23 Feb 2020
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“It’s nothing to be ashamed of, you know,” Barnes says. “Plenty of people like having their tits played with. It’s a very common kink.”
Rogers turns to glare at him.
“They’re not tits,” he says.
“Whatever,” Barnes says, flicking one. It jiggles.
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- Part 1 of Agent Barnes' Guide to Being Social
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it's no better to be safe than sorry by readergrl56
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Take on Me - A-ha (Music Video)
16 Mar 2019
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Steve gets whisked away into a cartoon world full of big cocks and mysterious strangers.
Oh, what's a boy to do?
A Bara Hentai/"Take On Me" - Inspired AU
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- Part 2 of (Belated) Happy Steve Bingo Fills
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Steve writes in a journal to help him cope with civilian life.
The journal writes back.
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- Part 1 of (Belated) Happy Steve Bingo Fills
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Matt receives an unexpected phone call in the middle of the night.
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Agent Barnes' Guide to Being Social by readergrl56
Fandom Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types
26 Sep 2020
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(Belated) Happy Steve Bingo Fills by readergrl56
Fandom Captain America (Movies), Take on Me - A-ha (Music Video)
16 Mar 2019
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Bingo Prompts (in card order): Cartoons, Puppies, Journal, First Kiss, Window Shopping
Summary of Every Fic: Steve is Sad. Steve finds Bucky. Steve is not sad.
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“What the hell are you doing here?” Eddie asks. It sounds like an accusation.
“I, uh— I’m sorry,” Buck stammers, scratching the back of his head sheepishly, his eyes inconspicuously darting down to Eddie’s bloodied hands. “Eddie... What happened?”
Eddie’s brows twitch. The anger behind his eyes burns hot and heavy. “No, Buck. We’re not doing this. This is literally the worst time for—” He cuts himself off, aggressively pinching the bridge of his nose. “You don’t get to— to insert yourself like this. Not anymore.”
Buck’s heart sinks like a stone in his chest.
“You chose this, remember?” Eddie spits, the words dripping with bitter finality.
As soon as Eddie says that, Buck’s mouth clicks shut. Because he doesn’t remember choosing any of this. Not the icy silences, nor the irritated glances, nor this suffocating loneliness. All he had wished for was to return to his family, not for them to abandon him.
OR: The tsunami is long over. Buck keeps drowning anyway.
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27 Oct 2026
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Eddie couldn’t speak.
His chest had caved in. What was left was something hot and jagged, fury and grief and a tenderness so sharp it cut his throat. This was Buck. This was the guy who baked sourdough when he was confined to his loft with a bum leg, and had a spreadsheet of everyone’s birthdays and hobbies, and nearly died in a ladder truck explosion because he’d been trying to save a kid.
This was Buck, and he was bending over in a gloryhole booth with another man’s cum dripping out of him like he was nothing, like he was a thing to be used and discarded.
Set during S3 Lawsuit era. When even fighting couldn't settle his restlessness, Eddie went to a gloryhole booth for anonymous pleasure. He found Buck instead.
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- Part 6 of Sunny's BottomBuckTopEddieWeek2026
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16 Oct 2026
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See, Eddie wasn’t some kind of traditionalist. He didn't care about old-fashioned gender roles. He didn't think omegas belonged stuck in a kitchen, and he didn't think alphas had to be the absolute bosses of everything. But he did believe in instincts. He believed in the natural order of things and what a body was meant to do.
And looking at Buck, Eddie drew his own quiet conclusions: Buck was living in the wrong shell. He was miserable trying to force himself into the alpha mould, running himself ragged trying to live up to a biology that didn't fit his soul.
Buck would be so much happier, so much better off, if he could just be an omega.
In which, Eddie helped Buck become the omega he was meant to be.
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- Part 5 of Sunny's Alpha!Eddie/Omega!Buck Week 2026
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16 Oct 2026
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Buck’s imagined finding his soulmate what must be thousands of times. Imagined the curve of their delighted smile, the warmth of their embrace. Usually, in his mind, they were a woman. As he grew older and knew himself better, he allowed himself to sometimes picture a man. Sometimes, before the truck bombing, he’d wished it would be Eddie himself.
But always, always, they wanted him.
The reality of the situation is a far cry from his daydreams: Buck, sitting on the cold tile, quietly weeping as he realizes that the person he’s been waiting for, the person he was made for, doesn’t want him after all.
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In a world where soulmates share scars, Buck has a few epiphanies after the shooting. One: Eddie is his soulmate. Two: Eddie has known this since the ladder truck, and hasn't said a word. Cue angst.
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05 Oct 2026
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"You don't need to," he says, an unfamiliar tone in his voice.
"What, um," Buck says. He looks down, licks his lips, then glances back up at Eddie. "What do you want me to do instead?"
Eddie breathes out shakily. He doesn't have—he didn't have a plan, not really. But Buck is warm under his hand, watching him with something unexpectedly docile and yielding in his face, and when Eddie presses down on his shoulder experimentally, no words on his tongue at all, Buck slides down to his knees as easily as if Eddie had given him an order to do it.
Bookmarked by readergrl56
05 Oct 2026