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  1. Public Bookmark 7

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    Sometimes, Sae looks at Rin, and Rin looks back, and his expression looks a little like he thinks he might love Sae more than Sae loves him.

    Sae has no plans to correct him, but it’s not true at all.

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    09 Aug 2026

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    He read about imprinting a few years ago, trawling through ancient forums and Reddit alike. It had scared him, what he'd seen there. He'd never wanted to be that kind of alpha, the type to force a pair-bond on an unknowing omega.

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    26 Jul 2026

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    Jude; England's sweetheart, Erling's omega.

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    26 Jul 2026

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    Jude has no idea what time it is in Europe right now. His brain is muddled, so full of memories of the match that he doesn't want to think about and other, older memories that he should definitely keep hidden deep down. Memories of Erling and the times they’ve spent together in hotel rooms, celebrating wins and distracting each other from losses. Jude could use a distraction like that tonight.

    [After losing in the World Cup semi-finals, there is only one person Jude wants to call.]

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    21 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 75

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    The match is over.
    England has won. France has lost. The medals have been handed out, and the cameras should have moved on.
    But after two seasons of resentment, stolen penalties and carefully aimed cruelty, Jude and Kylian’s real confrontation begins after the final whistle.

    One bitter exchange. One public provocation. One hotel room.
    And a line neither of them can uncross.

    Because the hardest part is never the collision.
    It is surviving the aftermath.

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    20 Jul 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 22

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    Tomorrow, he will go out on the training field with his teammates and plan to do his best to win third place from France. Tonight, he is allowed a little time for himself, to lick his wounds and face the conflicting feelings inside.

    Jude Bellingham tries to compromise with the disappointment of defeat against Argentina when he gets a phone call. Now it's Erling's turn to provide a shoulder to cry on.

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    18 Jul 2026

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    "Don’t." Jude gasped, already scrambling out of the booth. His legs nearly buckled, the world tilting with need. "Headache. Tired. I’m—I’m going. Don’t follow."

    He fled before Erling could respond, shouldering through the crowd, hot and dizzy and terrified.

    Every step sent a jolt of emptiness through him, his hole clenching around nothing, slick soaking his boxers. The omega inside him was screaming, crying, begging to turn around and crawl into the alpha’s lap. Jude bit his lip until he tasted copper and kept moving.

    Erling watched him go, heart pounding a war drum against his ribs. Every instinct he had demanded he chase— the omega was in distress, his omega, entering heat in a dangerous place.

    But Jude had said don’t follow.

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    16 Jul 2026

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    “Something about how we’re going to beat Norway using your pheromones against Erling Haaland.”

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    13 Jul 2026

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    Victory is bittersweet.

    Jude can’t seem to find comfort in the makeshift hotel nest as the late night settles in despite the scent interwoven into it. He should be overjoyed. England is headed to the semifinals! He scored two goals to make it possible, yet there is a tight feeling in his chest and a sour tint to his scent that makes it impossible to enjoy the win to the fullest.

    or, jude has mixed feelings about beating erling on the world stage but erling will make sure there is no sadness.

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    13 Jul 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 9

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    Physical intimacy. A (too) roundabout way to describe the rather simple act of reproduction. It is, after everything, merely the coming together of bodies for purposes that lay beneath reason…no?

    Or: Most of his life, Sae pretends to understand. But how does one navigate physicality, when one doesn't have a home in their own body?

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    08 Jul 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 30

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    > Bunny being in Madrid isn't anything new. They play against each other occasionally, the only times they've crossed paths since Bunny transferred, but he's never been here outside of scheduled games or appearances. Something sick swirls in Sae's gut, and he cusses under his breath, knowing that he won't be going back to sleep.

    It takes everything in him not to text back. It's stupid, really, the way Sae is sitting on his bed, nothing but his boxers on as he stares at the once more opened string of messages with the twist of a fucking pout on his face.

    Alternatively, they both suck at feelings but figure it out, for a hopeful future for both of them. Together.

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    20 Jun 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 23

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    Kaiser bites down onto his tongue. The words that build on it don’t belong to the man on top of him, but he feels that disgusting itch, that rotten craving — it’s not enough. He wants it to hurt, wants to be hurt. He wants to be smothered. He wants that weight of a heavy body crushing him into the mattress without a care and killing him and killing him and fuck—

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    16 Jun 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 87

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    Five times Kaiser and Isagi tried to reveal their relationship to the public. And one time everyone finally believed them.

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    16 Jun 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 59

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    “What do you think of her?”
    Kaiser looks at him.
    “Who?”
    He flashes his phone in front of him and Kaiser sees spots. In front of him is an article about Oscar nominees and, right there, nominated for Best Actress, is his mother.
    “I haven’t seen any of her movies,” he says gruffly, which is true.

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    there is never a good time for the press to find out that your famous actress mother abandoned you, but when you're in the midst of a mental breakdown is probably one of the worst

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    16 Jun 2026

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    Midorima dreams of the past, the almosts, and the conversations that they could never have had when Akashi was still here.

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    21 May 2026

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    L puts Light in a compromising position

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    07 Mar 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 10

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    Ten years ago, I wrote a fic called "the time traveler's boyfriend." Last month, I decided to rewrite that fic. The premise is the same—Shion is a time traveler who can't control to what year he time travels, nor for how long he stays, but in no matter what time he finds himself, Nezumi is beside him.

    The plot of this fic is very different from that old fic, which is still on my AO3 account even though I dislike a lot of things about it because I know it's a crowd favorite (though I may end up spontaneously deleting it...). Regardless, I hope you guys like this one!

    a note: COVID does not exist in this fic because I simply didn't want to deal with it.

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    21 Feb 2026

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    When Gen was assigned to do a spread on the new hit molecular gastronomy restaurant 'Libration' he had expected some snooty over the top chef lecturing him about food being art - not a handsome genius in a lab coat eager to show off the science behind each dish.

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    14 Feb 2026

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    She falls asleep on him, nose twitching as she snores, clutching his tail to her chest like he’s the small, fuzzy, huggable thing. He doesn’t dare put his arm around her. He’s not dense— he knows what this would be if this were anyone else, if this were a cute girl he’d picked up at a bar that he’d wined and dined and cuddled with all night on the couch. He’d wake her with a kiss and see where things take them, if this were some girl.

    But it’s Judy, and Nick’s just happy she’s here, so he doesn’t wake her at all. 

    (Nick thinks he's writing down observations about the most interesting mammal in his life. What he's really doing is falling head over tail in love.

    And he's going to be annoying about it, because he's a bastard.)

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    11 Jan 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 24

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    Either L wins, or Kira wins. It is impossible for both of them to make it out alive, isn’t it?

     

    Perhaps, it's time they both stopped thinking in black and white.

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    12 Oct 2025

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