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Public Bookmark 16466
Mystery Work
Part of OA Private
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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17 Mar 2026
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fresh bruises we learned patterns to by downtheroadandupthehill
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 May 2026
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The first time they’d done this, in Ilya’s bed, Shane had been mystified at Rozanov’s insistence that he not enter the nest without Shane’s permission. Now, Shane feels something akin to smugness flexing its claws in his chest. A primal satisfaction at the rightness that he is the one with the power - at present, if not for much longer - alpha just outside the nest and at his mercy.
Like Shane will only yield for someone who has earned it. He can draw out Ilya’s suffering just a little longer, make him earn it.
Shane rakes his gaze over the delicious chest and bicep muscles bunching above the edge of the nest. “Waiting for something, Rozanov?”
“Are you going to let me into your nest, omega?” His pronunciation of the endearment is more Russian than English, accent thickening around the syllables.
“Depends. You gonna give me your knot?”
“Hm, does not sound like begging yet to me.”
Some months after Shane recovers from rejection sickness in Ilya's bed, they share their heat/rut together at the cottage, both clinging to the delusion it's still casual.
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- Part 2 of mutual instincts
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28 Jan 2026
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Ilya thinks about the last night they spent together, thinks about Shane splayed out on a hotel mattress pleading for his touch, thinks about how they hadn’t even kissed, and it starts as a strange little tickle in the back of his throat. Barely-there. He could ignore it if he wanted.
Then the intensity grows, flourishes into full-blow irritation, and suddenly he’s sputtering on his Coke and attracting the attention of the woman in the first-class seat across the aisle from him. He thinks it’s just some odd coughing fit, or that he inhaled his soda on accident, so he’s shocked when he feels something soft and smooth and triangular against his tongue.
It’s not until he spits the object into the napkin he’d received with his drink that he can see what it is: a long, thin, green leaf. A sepal.
As soon as Ilya realizes what he’s looking at, he’s flooded with dread.
Ilya's known these feelings were doomed from the start. He never thought they'd literally kill him.
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25 Jan 2026
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Some Dance to Remember, Some Dance to Forget by loveglowsinthedark
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
20 Jan 2019
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“I feel good,” Harry murmurs, nodding. “I usually do, while you’re around.”
“Potter,” whispers Draco, moving his feet just in time when Harry guides them in a slow circle.
“Don’t, Draco, please.”
“The press isn’t even here, today.”
Harry’s arm tightens around Draco. “I know.”
“Then why are you--?”
“Can’t you ever just shut your fat mouth?” asks Harry exasperatedly. “It’s one dance.”
Draco’s lips twitch. “Just the one?”
“For now,” says Harry.
They spin again, perfectly timed, and in that moment, they’re blissfully alone.
Over time, fake turns real.
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16 Jun 2021
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When You and I Collide by bixgirl1 for magpie_fngrl
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
11 Jan 2019
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If asked on his 18th birthday what he thought he’d be doing in three years, Harry never would have been able to predict that his answer would be “letting Draco Malfoy fuck me senseless over the sinks in the loo of a Muggle bar”.
This is how the story begins.
He never thinks to ask how it ends.
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31 May 2021