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  1. Public Bookmark 5

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    Robert tries not to think about it, most of the time. Tries, and fails.

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    Musing on Robert's views of Aaron's suicidality and self harming.

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    06 Sep 2026

  2. Public Bookmark *

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    Shane sends him a text that says 'thinking about your cock' with a picture of his rippling abs, and even though Ilya really appreciates the abs, all he can think about is the faint bruise blooming on Shane's ribs, and whether it hurts him very badly, and whether there's anything Ilya could do to make it hurt less, if he were there. He wants to be there, he realizes. He wants to be there for the rest of his life.

    He has to duck out of the team weight room so he can cough up a fistful of petals.

    So.

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    Or: Ilya gets Hanahaki disease.

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    06 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 12

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    Robert feels tears behind his eyelids when he wakes up and hears Morrissey singing.
    “Lachlan!” He bellows.
    The bedroom door bursts open and Lachlan grins at him,
    “Happy birthday, Rob!”
    Robert wants to scream.

    or, the time-loop fic where Robert turns 24 and Aaron shuts himself in a garage to die. then they meet and change each other irreversibly

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    21 Feb 2026

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    A video of Shane sucking Ilya’s dick is leaked. Over the next twenty-four hours, Ilya goes on an odyssey.

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    04 Jan 2026

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    “Ilya?” Shane said in that same dreamy, loopy voice as that morning. Ilya exhaled in a rush.

    “Shane,” he said, and wanted to sag against the glass with relief. “What happened? Is something wrong?”

    “Not! Any moooooooore.”

    Ilya swallowed. Shane hadn’t gotten any quieter in the past seven hours.

    “Why are you calling me? You need to be resting,” he said, and it sounded softer than he’d meant it to.

    “I forgot to tell you something. Important.”

    “You should not be telling me anything, you should be—”

    “My cottage has really good water pressure,” Shane announced.

    Ilya stared out the window while a small plane taxied past.

    “What?”

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    Shane's cottage has a lot of amenities, and he needs to tell Ilya about all of them.

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    02 Jan 2026