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    He called Jackie. “Hey babe, are you still in a group chat with Wyatt Hayes’s wife? Yeah, Lisa, whatever. Listen, I need you to get Ilya Rozanov’s home address from her. What? No, I was kidding when I said I wished him bodily harm. Mostly. Look, I’ll explain later. Love you.”

    He turned on the car and briefly rested his forehead on the steering wheel, groaning.

    “Shane,” he muttered, “you absolute lovesick fool. I can’t believe I have to do this.”

    Shane Hollander has never heard of Ilya Rozanov until the KHL star lands in Canada.

    They hook up. They catch feelings. Shane runs.

    Ilya probably shouldn’t take relationship advice from Hayden Pike, but options are limited.

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    Shane was twelve when hockey scouts started showing up to his games. He was barely fifteen when a check went horribly wrong, fucked his knee to hell and gave him a grade III concussion. During rehab he found swimming, and he was seventeen when he went to the Olympics as a relay-only swimmer who only swam the prelims.

    He’s 24 and working for his mom’s sports PR company when he meets Ilya Fucking Rozanov.

    May contain: Shane Hollander navigating what it means to be mostly normal when your whole childhood was about preparing you for greatness. Shane Hollander attempting to flirt. Possibly less than 100% accurate descriptions of what a sports PR agent does.

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    05 Sep 2026

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    Ilya chuckles. “You don’t know why the team might be scared of you? You cannot think of any reason?”

    “Scared? Of me?” Shane says.

    “Yes. They adore you. But they are terrified.”

    “But – but why? What did I do?”

    Ilya pretends to think. “Hmm. What did you do? Maybe it was the first Stanley Cup. Or the second. Or the third. Or your MVP wins. Or every single fucking game you have ever played in your life. You are Shane fucking Hollander. Did you forget?”

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    Or, five times Shane scares the Centaurs, and one time he (accidentally) terrifies them.

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    30 Aug 2026

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    When Shane wins MVP at the MHL awards in Las Vegas, Ilya must abide by the terms of their backstage deal: "If you win MVP tonight, I will blow you, fuck you, whatever you want." But what does Shane want from Ilya Rozanov, the only man he's ever been with, the man he can't stop thinking about, and the man who hasn't spoken to him in any real way since they finally had sex? What Shane wants is the consideration and attention Ilya used to show him, before something changed and all of that went away. Maybe the thrill of winning MVP will finally give Shane Hollander the resolve he needs to ask the question.

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    24 Aug 2026

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    Four months post Sochi, four months of being ghosted by Ilya Rozanov, the Metros are bought by Petrov 7, a multi-national corporation headed up by Mikhail Petrov, an openly out billionaire who has plans to transform the MLH, starting with the Metros.

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    21 Aug 2026