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  1. Public Bookmark 10

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    Some nights, Narrator reverts to being human. This is one of those nights. (It's just smut)

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    13 Sep 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 38

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    Illuga’s face crumpled and he pulled harder, heel scrabbling at the mattress, the sound coming out of him continuous but shapeless. Flins had asked expecting that, but the way Illuga had tried regardless was a sight to see.

    “There, there.” Flins petted his hair back again. “My Young Master has been better than good. I won’t make you find your words.”

    Faelight Week 2026 - Day 6: Orgasm delay/denial

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    13 Sep 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 60

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    "She touched his arm,” Lohen said, flat.
    Mika made a small, strangled sound.
    Kaeya leaned forward with the enthusiasm of a tavern bard sensing free material. "Oh, she did."
    "Kaeya," Mika lamented.
    "What? She did.”
    “Kaeya.”
    “I'm just reporting. Accurately, if I might add."
    "Kaeya, please."
    "It's called journalism, Mika."

    For several days, Varka has been acting suspiciously. He keeps meeting a Fontainian merchant, disappearing during work hours, and refusing to explain himself.
    Naturally, Lohen responds with a perfectly reasonable amount of stalking, jealousy, and crime.

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    12 Sep 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 46

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    “On the desk.”

    “No.”

    “In the bathroom.”

    “Certainly not.”

    “In the libra—”

    “Do you want me to be banned from my own workplace?”

    “Come on, you're no fun.” Lohen threw hands and slouched on the couch. “What’s a couple if there's no spice in it?”

    “We get that spice very much at home,” Varka grunted, rubbing at the faint bite marks on his neck—a small token of their previous night together.

    “Oh yeah, sure we do,” Lohen scoffed. “Always banging at my place because you're too scaredy ‘bout your kids barging in yours during the best part. Wow. How spicy indeed.”

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    Or, Lohen wants to get things a little spicer about their activities, but Varka still has his own reticences.

    Until, one day, he snaps.

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    12 Sep 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 72

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    Varka sat down on a stool beside the cot and brought his hand to Lohen's forehead. “Mhm, you're still a little warm.”

    “How long have I been out?” 

    “Nearly nine days. I wouldn't say ‘out' of it necessarily, but you've somehow managed to sabotage yourself even whilst being out of it.” Varka glanced at the patterns the stained glass was forming on Lohen's lap, then pointedly at the cuffs that dangled by the cot railings. “Barbara was forced to give you numerous sedatives just so you wouldn't hurt yourself.”

    “Oh.”

    Varka stayed quiet for an uncomfortably long time after that. Eventually, he swallowed dryly and opened his mouth. “Lohen.”

    “I don't want to talk about it, Varka.”

     

    Or, Lohen grieves.

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    11 Sep 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 65

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    He's in control of his emotions, in control of his demeanour. Totally in control.

    Varka holds onto the end of his tail with his free hand as Lohen shifts on his lap, keeping it from wagging embarrassingly. Before he can overthink it, he downs the drink all in one go, letting the burning sugariness clog up his throat.

    It doesn't have the unmistakable taste of medicine that Lohen usually taints his drinks with. Confusion washes over Varka for a second, until he sees Lohen chuckle.

    "Alright! Let's get you back home before it hits."

    The wolf walks right into the rabbit's trap.

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    11 Sep 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 37

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    "Jihoonie, pose for the camera!"

    "What camera?" Before the question could even fully leave his mouth, he saw Hyunwook's phone in front of his face. "Hyunwook, I'm literally naked, put the phone down."

    Hyunwook tutted, his phone dropping down slightly as he turned to Jihoon. "Aish, just put your hoodie back on and hurry up! I put my shirt back on for this!"

     

    or: how hyunwook and jihoon end up moving in together, and the events that occurred before hyunwook posted the selfie of him and jihoon.

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    09 Sep 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 8

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    or, where Jihoon soft-launches Hyunwook to Wanna One.

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    09 Sep 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 65

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    “Varka?” Lohen asked quietly, surprised. 

    Varka pressed his face into the crook of Lohen's neck and kissed his pulse point gently. “Will you let me do this?” he questioned. “Once I start, you can't question how I show my love to you. But you are allowed to tell me to stop.”

    “Bring on the worst,” Lohen huffed. 

    Varka lightly cupped Lohen’s face in one hand. “That is the thing, Lohen. This isn’t a competition, and neither is it about hurting you.”

     

    Or: Varka's desire to love Lohen amplifies after seeing the Vice Captain nearly die.

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    07 Sep 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 15

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    Klee tilted her head, though her gaze didn’t leave the sweets and treats Lohen had brought her. “Are they all for Klee? Pinky promise? Klee is always ready to help her friends!”

    “A honor’s knight,” Lohen said, extending his pinky so that he could swear on it, just like Klee had asked. “Thank you. Now… I just need a crayon.”

    She blinked, as if puzzled. “A crayon… oh! Klee understands, Lohen wants to draw, too!” she said, excited. “We should invite Uncle Varka, too,” she added, taking out her crayon box and happily showing it to Lohen. “He always takes time to draw with me, when we’re stuck in…” she lowered her voice, as if whispering forbidden words, before cheering up again, “solitary confinement together. His drawings are always fun!”

    “Spark Knight, you’re a genius!” he said, brightening Klee’s eyes. “I was thinking of involving dear Varka as well but,” — his voice lowered as if he were sharing a secret — “before the three of us can draw together, we absolutely need to test Uncle Varka!”

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    or, Lohen, Klee and Varka go on an adventure!

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    07 Sep 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 16

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    “So, if we adopt this cat, does that mean you won’t accompany me in my paperwork hell anymore?”

    Or, the story of how Lohen got a kitten.

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    07 Sep 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 15

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    "Will you be alright to head home, Grand Master? You reek of beer." Lohen looks entirely too pleased, leaving a hand on Varka's arm. "I can leave that report on your desk for you, I'm sure you'd rather handle it tomorrow."

    "No, I can get through now, it's—"

    The cool, stinging sensation of mint is sharp on the tongue, but not unusually sharp like this. It's not a fruit-like sweetness, but rather—

    "You rascal!"

    Three times Lohen pranks Varka during his solitary confinement, and one time he doesn't.

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    07 Sep 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 19

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    Lohen comes back to a scene that warms something in the depths of his frozen heart.

    Varka is there, front and center, fingers gripping a tankard tightly. His cheeks are painted a shade of red that only someone who's had too many drinks can have—his laughter rings the loudest amongst everyone in the camp, and his usual attire's been shed for something more modest. Just a plain long sleeved black shirt with a deep neckline; the collar unbuttonned loosely without a care in the world, and plain beige pants with its hems fraying at the seams.

    Like this, Lohen thinks, Varka is a walking reminder of what Mondstadt is—what home is.

    He could stare at him forever like this, that wide grin etched onto the back of his eyelids—forever remembered, the same way the permafrost kept everything inside it contained as it was all those years ago.

    or, Lohen and Varka have the closest thing to a heart-to-heart conversation the night before Lohen leaves Nod-Krai. Varka is a damn good liar, and he thinks Lohen knows that.

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    07 Sep 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 25

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    "So, why did you come back so soon?"
    "You know exactly why, Grand Master. Do you really think I'll just wait after such a passionate confession?"

    Basically: what if the calamities of Nod-Krai pushed Varka to act on his secret affections for a certain knight?

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    07 Sep 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 41

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    Varka’s blue eyes always catch him off guard. Lohen used to not like it, when Varka sized him up with that gaze. But as time went on, Lohen craved it. He wants Varka to always look at him, chasing him with his eyes, placing Lohen in the center of his regard. It is, he knows, a dangerous want. 

    What’s surprising to him is that Varka does indulge him. Cardinal Seamus and Anselm hate Lohen for it. Varka’s blatant favoritism has not gone unnoticed, it seems. But the man himself doesn’t seem to care much. 

    Or, a quiet moment between Varka and Lohen when Lohen is in solitary confinement.

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    06 Sep 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 97

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    Grand Master Varka is not a strict commander. Not careless, certainly, but laid-back. To fulfill one's duty was more than enough to be in his good graces. But it's hard for those around him not to notice just how much he lets Vice-Captain Lohen get away with.

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    Snippets of a developing (and slightly controversial) relationship through the eyes of those watching it happen.

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    06 Sep 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 74

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    The door swings open, heavy footsteps meeting the floor underneath. He doesn't look up to see who it is, he doesn't have to. A weight drops beside him, a silent but comforting presence all the same. Neither say anything, not immediately. They simply find something to stare at, their breaths the only sounds they make. There was a time where he hated how well it seemed the Grand Master could read him, believing it to be an opening for control to be taken from him. But now? He finds himself grateful for it, even extends some trust with it.

    "Well," he finally breaks the silence, figuring he might as well do it first. Get in his final word before the hammer swings down. "Guess that's that then, huh?" His hand falls to his lap, limp. Varka makes no move to answer. "The great heroes defeated the big bad villain and uncovered the remains of his influence while the sinner cleaned up his mistakes." A dry laugh fills the air, his heart isn't really in it. "At least I had one last hurrah. Certainly wasn't the way I imagined it, but eh, beggars can't be choosers."

    a quiet discussion after the storm has passed.

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    06 Sep 2026

  18. Public Bookmark *

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    Lohen tries to poison Varka. Somehow he doesn’t think about what might happen if he actually succeeds.

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    06 Sep 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 23

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    Dan Heng’s hips ached more often than not, these days.

    It was one of many normal pregnancy symptoms — or, at least, it was a normal pregnancy symptom for the species throughout the world that experienced gestation. Since Dan Heng was the first Vidyadhara since the rise of Long the Permanence to undergo pregnancy, it was difficult to say whether the symptoms he had to endure were normal for his species or not.

    --

    Dan Heng deals with pregnancy symptoms, talks to the child he never meant to leave behind, and cries it out (more pregnancy symptoms).

    RenHeng Week 2026, Day 5: Pregnancy

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    05 Sep 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 53

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    In which Mitya pays for his insolence, right on top of Major Valeriy’s desk.

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    03 Sep 2026

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