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Being one of the only omegas in professional football has never been easy. Facing off with one of the World Cup's most high-profile alphas is even harder— especially when there's a long-held secret between the two of you, an incident you won't allow yourself to think about, even in private.
And that's before you throw all the internationally viral memes about your own heat pheromones into the mix.
By the time the England vs. Norway match comes around, Jude Bellingham is completely fucked.
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20 Sep 2026
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The man is still attractive, very much so. In fact, getting at better look shows a strong jaw and a full set of lips. He seems pretty built as well, perhaps he plays a sport. Yet the absolute monstrosity he is wearing does him no justice at all. It's a set, a short sleeved shirt and shorts. It's disgustingly bright, blinding blue and—holy shit, are those flamingos? And palm leaves? It's bold and colourful and the worst thing he has ever seen in his whole entire career.
Jude is only so strong.
Or, Jude Bellingham is a world renowned model, Erling Haaland is a Norwegian footballer, and they're both a mess.
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10 Sep 2026
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Nobody else had burrowed under his skin like Haaland had. He was so far from his usual type, so friendly and stoic and cool-headed. God, Jude had liked him so much. He’d spent years making such a tit of himself trying to impress him, and what kept him on the backfoot was that he hadn’t needed to - Haaland had been his rock from the moment he joined the club. It was so easy, so effortless to slip into a routine, it unsettled Jude as much as it thrilled him. But he hadn’t liked how small Haaland made him feel. How out of control. The man was unflappable, impossible to provoke. Jude resented his own infatuation, the ever-swelling bubble of fondness he nursed for Erling, because he had no idea how to be with a man who didn’t fight back.
[The quarter-final looms. Jude hasn't seen Erling since their Dortmund days, and he still hasn't come to terms with his sexuality. Or his fondness for getting folded in half.]
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09 Sep 2026
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Being together was only the beginning.
Madrid and Manchester still sit between them, football still decides too much of their time, and privacy is no longer something they can take for granted.
But somewhere between flights, family, late-night calls, quiet mornings and stolen weekends, Jude and Erling begin building something that feels increasingly like theirs.Not perfect. Not easy. But real.
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- Part 2 of Everything In Between
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08 Sep 2026
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Jobe accidentally gets himself a second older brother, Erling becomes his unpaid football consultant.
Jude develops a lifelong grudge over it, and eventually the whole thing ends with Jobe playing against his own brother-in-law in the Champions League.
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08 Sep 2026