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    Never again, Shane thinks the day after. Not that. Not with a guy. Not with a guy like that. But Ilya Rozanov keeps finding him in dimly lit spaces and keeps pulling the desire out of the dark corners of Shane’s mind.

    Perfect student Shane is in denial all the time, except when he smokes weed. Frat boy Ilya catches on.

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    08 Sep 2026

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    A silly Hollanov Social Media AU, in which Shane has been running the most trusted Ilya updates account for almost a decade, but one day, he accidentally breaks character and sends Hockey Twitter into a spiral to help him get laid.

    [Also posted on Twitter and Tumblr.]

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    07 Sep 2026

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    “It really fucking hurt to just be ignored for six months.”

    Ilya looks at him again, nodding as he runs his finger along Shane’s bare collarbone. He shifts so that he’s lying beside Shane more than hovering on top of him, but keeps touching him and doesn’t go far.

    “You can call me sensitive or whatever, but I don’t think I can do this if you’re just going to ignore me for another six months or however long after we say goodbye tonight.” Shane continues, trying to subtly wipe his wet eyes but of course Ilya notices.

    “Hollander-” He reaches up to wipe the tears away, but Shane lightly pushes his hand away and shakes his head.

    “I guess I’m not cut out for casual.” He whispers. “Because this has never really felt like nothing to me, and I can’t pretend that it is. You aren’t nothing to me.”

    or, the boys talk in Vegas because they can't fight their feelings anymore.

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    05 Sep 2026

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    Shane is a serial killer, which should probably scare Ilya off.

    It doesn't.

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    04 Sep 2026

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    The best time to do it, really, would be just before Rozanov headed back to Moscow. His American friends would think he’d headed home early, and his family in the old country would believe he had stayed in the states longer. The confusion would delay the manhunt a precious few days, enough for Shane to be sure he was well away from the fallout.

    So that’s when he would do it, he decided. He would kill Rozanov after one of them won Rookie of the Year.

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    Shane has successfully gotten away with murder twice by the time he meets Ilya Rozanov, and he’s convinced the man will be his perfect hat trick. After all, such a powerful obsession with Rozanov must go beyond sexual. It must be the urge to kill. It has to be.

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    04 Sep 2026

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    Following an afternoon of sex and tuna melts, Shane goes searching for the explicit rules of what being 'friends with benefits' entails. In his humble opinion, they're nailing it.

    Once friendship is on the table, Shane reconsiders the usefulness and immutability of the public rivalry narrative. Surely the NHL can make just as much money from a bromance as it can from a rivalry?

    A missed call from J.J., a dinner at All-Stars, and an ill-considered mad dash to the airport send Shane's season in a very different direction to the disciplined three-peat he'd been planning back in October.


    "This rivalry thing: it was everyone else who said we hated each other off the ice. There’s no rule that says we have to keep doing that forever.” Shane stared outside, past the blinding billboards and down at the streets below. “It was nice. Hanging out, last time.”

    He knew what it looked like when Rozanov shut down, when he closed himself off and pushed the world away. He’d finish the conversation abruptly, curt, clipped, and retreat. So Shane knew he’d won when Rozanov finally answered with: “Are we six years old, Hollander? Asking if I want to play in sandbox with you?"

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    03 Sep 2026

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    Each package contains one tiny gummy candy. Ilya rolls his eyes while Shane complains about packaging waste and drops one into his own mouth. He presents Shane with another.

    “Eat half.”

    “Why not the whole one?”

    “Because we are starting you slow until we know if you like it. These take a while to kick in. You are going to say ‘Ilya wasteful candy did not work’ but you will be wrong.

    Shane Hollander tries edibles for the first time with his very hot boyfriend Ilya Rozanov.

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    02 Sep 2026

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    “Hollander,” Ilya murmured gently. “Bath is ready.”

    Shane cracked his eyes open, staring dumbly at the burly Russian hovering over him where he was still laying in bed.

    “…bath?” He croaked, voice raspy with disuse.

    “Mm. I ran you a bath. It will make you feel better before you go to sleep tonight. Will help with your sore muscles.”

    Shane asks Ilya to fuck him gently during one of their regular hookups, badly bruised from their game. Ilya runs him a bath afterwards, and they fall secretly and desperately in love that way, through whispered confessions and late night conversations while Shane soaks, and Ilya quietly observes him.

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    02 Sep 2026

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    Still looking at the screen, Model Man says, “What is your stop?”

    “Ochanomizu?”

    “Hm.”

    There is suddenly a finger scratching at the hair at the nape of Shane’s neck, just above his collar. Model Man is touching him and looking at the train stops and manages to appear so casual that Shane almost convinces himself it’s by accident. A second finger joins the first, and now they are massaging a little instead of just tickling his hair, and it’s definitely not by accident.

    “Get off with me at next stop,” Model Man says, brushing his knuckles up and down Shane’s neck.

    Shane quits hockey and moves to Japan right out of college, where he gets really fixated on the hot guy in the ad for cherry-blossom flavored beer on his train. And then, one day, hot guy is on his train.

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    02 Sep 2026

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    It's been weeks since he's seen his beautiful boyfriend so Ilya of course suggests watching their first scary movie together ever. What he expects is for Shane to get all up on him and then under him. What he actually gets is super freaked out by the movie instead, teased into submission, and then protected and babied so preciously by his Shane that it feels like he's got a brand new brain in his head.

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    02 Sep 2026

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    Shane Hollander comes to the Hamptons to spend the summer with his best friend Rose at her father's house. The house is beautiful, it has a pool, a hot tub, and he even gets his own room.

    The only issue is Shane can't stop thinking about her Dilf of a dad, Ilya Rozanov

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    01 Sep 2026

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    God only knows why he thinks it's appropriate to send what can only be considered borderline nudes to Shane, who is straight and in a committed relationship. Shane, again, tries to talk to Jessica about it, but she assures him that it's no big deal, plus, since they're gonna fuck this week, Shane might as well get comfortable looking at him.

    A small part of him takes it as permission. A larger part takes offense. Because why do Ilya's pictures, literally any of them, incite more reaction in Shane's body than any nudes he's gotten from a girl?

    Or: Shane's girlfriend wants to watch him get fucked by a man to spice up their relationship. Enter Ilya Rozanov.

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    30 Aug 2026

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    Instantly, Shane sat up, pulling his phone away from his ear and switching to his messaging app. He opened his texts with Noah, hoping against hope, and—fuck

    “No, no no no—”

    Just like he said, a picture of a vanilla protein shake stared him right in the face. Shane’s heart nearly dropped to his stomach and he swallowed hard. Shane’s only saving grace was that it was still marked as delivered, but that was once again short lived when it switched to read before a typing bubble appeared, then disappeared. Then Ilya’s text came in, and oh, he was fucked. 

    Whoops. Shane’s eyes were glued to his recent message, and there it was, the picture that was intended for his boyfriend. 

    Shane accidentally sends a pic of himself in lace panties to Ilya, instead of his douchebag of a boyfriend. And, well.. Ilya and Shane fuck about it.

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    26 Aug 2026

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    Shane takes a chance on a blind date, except this isn't really your typical blind date at all.

    Or, Pornstar's Shane and Ilya meet up for a video collab as strangers and find out just how amazing their chemistry is.

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    26 Aug 2026

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    Shane’s good at his job.

    Really, he is.

    Five and a half years at Allocare and he’s learned to talk the talk and walk the walk. He’s good. His team lead tells him he’s going to make that promotion this year, actually - managing accounts is easy, and he’s got a rhythm now.

    Ilya Rozanov, on the other hand, isn’t easy. Shane’s pretty sure he’s come straight from hell itself if he’s honest - now there’s only one thing standing between Shane and the promotion he’s gunning for, and it’s his brand new, 6’3 Russian client with no regards for professional boundaries.

    He has a good mouth, though.

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    22 Aug 2026

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    shane is an apothecary in a north american port town in the early 1800s.
    rozanov is a vampire with a quick temper intent on being his undoing.

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    21 Aug 2026

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    His entire body felt tense as the door was pushed open. He trained his eyes on the floor, monologuing before he could stop himself,

    “Just so you know, my buddies paid for this dance for me and I’m sure you’re very nice and very pretty and good at what you do but I’m actually gay so you can just- Do what you need to do but I don’t want you to be offended because I’m not as into this as you’re probably…usually…used to…”

    He trailed away as he looked up, and met the eyes of the very tall, very broad, very handsome man leaning against the doorframe.

    They stared at each other, and Shane blinked, struck dumb.

    Or, the night of JJ's bachelor party, Shane is forced into a lap dance he very much does not want. Until he does, and everything changes.

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    20 Aug 2026

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    Ilya loves when Shane gets like this. Needy, unabashed, all for Ilya’s taking. 

    Shane, so fucking pretty like this with his glossed-over eyes and slick lips and flushed cheeks, begging for anything Ilya is willing to give.

    And, oh, is Ilya willing to give.

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    Shane loves belonging to Ilya, and Ilya loves taking care of Shane

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    19 Aug 2026

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    inspired by this edit

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    19 Aug 2026

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    Shane twists in Ilya’s arms to glare at him. “You shouldn’t be here if you have a wife,” he hisses.

    «Who the hell are we - you - married to?» Rozanov barks.

    Ilya’s attention on Shane doesn’t waver as he responds, first to Rozanov: «Our wife is the prettiest - constellations of freckles that spread in the summertime and big brown eyes like a baby deer’s even when they’re full of murder. Maybe especially then.» He bestows a kiss upon the furrow between Shane’s brows and thumbs the leaking tip of his cock. “Mm, maybe you’re right. My wife is very much the jealous type.”

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    After Shane doesn't get kissed in Vegas, a thirty-something Ilya Rozanov wearing a wedding ring engraved with Shane's number shows up to kiss him breathless in the elevator and give his younger self a lesson in how Shane deserves to be spoiled.

    (or or: Ilya uses a harmless bit of sexy dream magic to right an old wrong and show his husband a good time.)

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    11 Aug 2026

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