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    Shane Hollander is worried about everyone and everything.

    Ilya is mostly just sick of air travel.

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    Shane and Ilya are having trouble balancing their very private relationship and their very public lives.

    A slice of life.

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    05 Sep 2026

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    Gatorade Galas & Moscow Mules
    toraten

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    The Montreal vs. Boston rivalry is a thing of legend.

    Only Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov know what lives underneath it.

    When someone calling themselves The Loon begins leaving cryptic and threatening messages, Shane and Ilya understand two things:

    Someone knows.

    And they cannot ask for help without explaining why.

    The Loon believes something sacred has been corrupted.

    They intend to correct it.

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    05 Sep 2026

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    The Call of the Loon
    theslowyearn

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    The NHL keeps a Central Registry of every team’s Emergency Backup Goaltender, or EBUG, an individual who must be prepared to play for either the home or visiting team should both goalies be taken out of commission. When the Registry was digitized in the mid 90’s a clerical error was made, and David Hollander has remained on file as Montreal’s EBUG. When Boston plays a preseason game in Montreal at the beginning of the 2017/2018 season, both of their goalies are taken out and David Hollander suddenly finds himself in the net in Boston black and yellow.

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    03 Sep 2026

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    The Pride of McGill….David Hollander
    everythingsflux

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    Ilya doesn’t want to be here anymore.

    Things get bad for Ilya in 2014 following the Sochi Olympics and winning the Cup. In desperation, he calls Shane. To his surprise, Shane shows up.

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    03 Sep 2026

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    I just got here but I'm leaving
    1848pianist

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    It took a moment for Ilya’s brain to catch up.

    “My father knows about me and Shane?”

    “The whole world knows about you and Shane! Did you not hear me?”

    Or: Shane's phone is stolen in Sochi. They're outed and and have to go on the run together to get out of Russia before being caught by the Russian authorities.

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    03 Sep 2026

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    Run Together
    Luna (lunasky), lunasky

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    Shane Hollander doesn't know what he is. He knows what he wants. For a long time, he tells himself those are different things.

    Ilya Rozanov knows what he is. He can't control what he wants. For a long time, he tells himself those are the same thing.

    They’re just boys who handle it badly—from a junior tournament in Canada to the NHL draft to the moment a security camera at the end of a hallway changes everything

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    Shane and Ilya are discovered before they even play their first game

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    02 Sep 2026

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    A House in Nebraska
    Promised_ivy

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    His outstretched glove hangs there, frozen, as the noise of the arena mutates into a ringing buzz. Then he’s moving, pushed away by Marlow, and then Boston’s goalie. There’s a flurry of movement, a trainer with a towel, more blood dripping onto the ice, and he just. Stands there. Staring.

    Ilya is helped off the ice. Shane doesn’t even tap his stick.

    Remember when Sidney Crosby caught a puck with his jaw? That doesn't happen to Shane. That happens to Ilya.

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    01 Sep 2026

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    Alligator Bites Never Heal
    flawlessassholes

  8. Public Bookmark 54

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    Five times when Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov’s relationship was not as secret as it seemed, as told by five women who crossed paths with them along the way.

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    31 Aug 2026

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    Visible From Space
    librarytiger

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    His stomach takes a sharp, screeching left. His heart stalls and then shifts into gear, zero to 180, every tired tract of him seizing and squealing to go, run, leave.

    “Hey, I found him,” Tony says, finishing a conversation Ilya wasn’t in, easy like all conversations without Ilya are. Easy like the world isn’t ending. Like Ilya isn’t standing there, wishing every time he tried to self-destruct or kill himself had worked.

    Greasy black hair. Sallow freckled skin. A turned head and horror-widened eyes taking in the big bad monster who finally arrived onscreen.

    “Shane, Ilya; Ilya, Shane,” Tony says, totally oblivious. “You both like hockey, right? So that’s something in common. I’ve got to take lunch, but I’ll check in on you both before my shift is over.”

    Nobody knows if Ilya Rozanov tried to kill himself before the draft. Nobody sane goes first overall. And nobody knows if Shane Hollander is going to survive another mediocre season with the Boston Raiders.

    Isn’t it funny how a single nick in the ice can change the entire game?

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    31 Aug 2026

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    It’s Kind of a Funny Story
    flawlessassholes

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    Ilya Rozanov has a girlfriend, so saith the internet.

    Shane Hollander reacts normally.

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    30 Aug 2026

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    Never Been So Happy
    profdanglais

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    Scott Hunter has known about Hollander and Rozanov ever since he clocked them making eyes at each other in their rookie season. They’ve not gotten any slicker in the years that follow and by this point Scott is frankly done with their bullshit. Done with it and tired of them and, frankly, just a little bit jealous.

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    30 Aug 2026

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    Not As Slick As You Think
    profdanglais

    Scott Hunter sees Shane and Ilya backstage at the awards

    You fucking pussy!” Hollander shouts at Scott as his teammates hold him back, vicious as a tiny fluffy kitten. “Go home! You’re forty-five years old!” Rozanov’s words fall from his mouth as easily, Scott reckons, as Rozanov’s dick slides into it. He grimaces at that thought and does his best to give Hollander back as good as he gets but he's the fist to admit that his best isn’t all that hot these days. He’s just so very, very tired.

    Tired, sad, fucking lonely. Sick of all this shit. And—though he hates to admit it, though it galls him to his core—he’s also jealous. Fiercely, viciously jealous. Jealous though he knows it’s illogical, knows that in truth all three of them are stuck together in the same suffocating closet, but jealous all the same. Jealous because Hollander and Rozanov have something that Scott will never, can never have.

    They have each other.

    For years he’s been waiting for whatever’s between them to run its course, burn out in the heat of its own flame. Instead it just seems to be getting stronger. They’re falling in love, or maybe they’re already there. Which is disastrous for them of course but still Scott can’t help but envy it. Whatever happens to them, they won’t be alone in shouldering the burden of it. It will always be shared, by another person who understands, fully and completely, what hockey is like and what life is like as a gay superstar of the sport. A person who won’t expect things from them that the other can’t give.

    For that and that alone, Scott hates them just a little bit. Just enough that he’s able to kick the precious baby animal that is Shane Hollander right in his adorable face and feel only a tiny twinge of guilt about it. He’s sure Rozanov will be around before too long to help Hollander lick his wounds. And probably some other parts of him besides.

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    Heat spread across Ilya's face. His mouth fell open slightly. He let out a short, stuttered laugh of disbelief. This couldn't- he was straight, he wasn't-

    “Finally got you at your own game.” Shane's smirk widened to a smile, his hand clapping down on Ilya's shoulder to squeeze it slightly. For once in his life, Ilya was unable to find his voice.

    “Damn.” Shane laughed, jostling him a bit. “If I had known this was all it took to get you to shut the fuck up, I would have started flirting back years ago.”

    ----

    When old college friends Ilya and Shane show up to their mutual best friend's wedding, they are ready to fulfill their duties as bridesmen. Even after years of not seeing each other, they fall right back into their usual banter.

    Ilya loves to flirt with Shane. Shane loves to tell him to fuck off. It's a running bit. Nothing more than a joke between two friends; because Shane is gay and Ilya is straight and it doesn't actually mean anything…until Shane finally decides to flirt back, and Ilya's world suddenly tilts on its axis.

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    30 Aug 2026

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    rum & coke
    strange_ghost

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    Shane Hollander was the best monster hunter in Canada. Past tense, as of last week. Now that he's been turned into a vampire it's Ilya Rozanov's job to hunt him down, a tricky task considering vampire Shane still possesses all the skills he had in life. And Ilya hasn't dealt with the fact that he's in love with him yet.

    Hayden Pike is convinced there's a way to bring Shane back to humanity, but Ilya doesn't believe in miracle cures and happily ever afters. Why should he? He's a monster hunter. His kind of life only ends one way, and it isn’t with a kiss.

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    30 Aug 2026

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    Take Me to War (Honey I Dare You)
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    Cocaine was somehow everywhere in Shane’s life, at every party, in every pre-season lecture from coaches, in every post-season warning, every wild story the guys told to tempt the rookies into pleasure and scare them into line. And yet, Shane didn’t actually know much about it. He was too chicken, too prudish, maybe. He thought he was too good to ever need to know. Maybe Rozanov was right.

    “Okay.” Ilya’s agreement startled Shane from his thoughts. “My Jane… she is good lay, mm? The best, maybe. And she doesn’t like coke, not even for fun. So, I will not do it. One year. To prove a point and keep her happy. I do not have addiction problem, so will be easy-peazy. And when I win, I will get whatever I want. Okay?”

    -x-

    Or, my Shane and Ilya cocaine thesis

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    29 Aug 2026

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    A Cloud Around His Body
    persimmonysnicket

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    From a Threads Prompt: "Is there an omegaverse tuna melt fic it fic where Shane actually CAN'T leave because Ilya's knot is still inside him?"

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    “Hey!” Ilya almost howled when Shane tried to get off him, and he clamped his hands down at the Omega’s hips, snapping out a warning growl. “Stop. We are knotted. You have to stay here, stay on me, or you will hurt us both. Stop.” 

    “Right. Fuck.” Shane dragged his hands through his hair, then down his face, “Sorry. I just– I gotta get out of here right away. Please."

    “Well, we are stuck together.” Ilya forced his voice calm, “So maybe we should talk about this?

    “No. No way. This is my actual fucking nightmare.” Shane whispered. “This is the fucking worst– I can’t–” 

    “That is rude.” The Alpha frowned. “I thought I did a good job knotting you.” 

    “Are you fucking kidding me right now?” the Omega hissed, "This isn't funny!"

    "I mean" Ilya hesitated. "Is maybe a little--"

    "ROZANOV!"

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    27 Aug 2026

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    Stuck
    NotEvenCloseToStraight

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    Ilya has sent him a picture. Of a dog.

    It’s a good-looking dog, to be fair. Medium-sized, glossy, bright-eyed. It’s not a bad picture to be sent, he’s just… not quite sure what to do with it.

    Then, a moment later, the caption arrives. This is Boris. I think I only go home with people who have dogs now.

    Ah. Right. Excellent. This is not, in fact, a picture of a dog. This is an announcement from Ilya that he got laid.

    Shane sighs. Wonderful.

    Perhaps he'll send back a picture of a dog, since Ilya seems to like them so much.

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    24 Aug 2026

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    EXECUTIVE SUMMARY
    On the night of 14–15 December 1984, four senior officers of the Soviet ballistic missile submarine K-219, designation Krasnyy Oktyabr', arrived on United States soil. Their defection is assessed as voluntary, premeditated, and of EXCEPTIONAL intelligence value. This event is to be treated as a TIER ONE defection. Unauthorized disclosure will be prosecuted under Executive Order 12333.

    SECTION I — DEFECTING PERSONNEL
    1. Captain First Rank ILYA ROZANOV, 30 years old. Commanding Officer, K-219. Ten years service, Soviet Northern Fleet. Graduate, Frunze Naval Academy, 1972. Rozanov is assessed as the primary architect of the defection. Motivation assessed as ideological disillusionment regarding the Soviet criminalization of homosexuality, compounded by a romantic relationship with [REDACTED].

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    22 Aug 2026

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    [REDACTED]
    CorvidCordelia

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    Ilya Rozanov thinks it's probably best to decline the invitation to the 2017 All-Star Game. It's not swaggering, knothead alpha male bullshit; it's a survival strategy. He doesn't think it'll end well for anyone if he's forced into playing an instinct-driven, blood-pumping sport like ice hockey with Shane Hollander right now, not when Hollander is probably going to bring his new girlfriend to Tampa for the weekend.

    But it's Hollander. It's Shane. So of course Ilya doesn't decline the stupid invitation. And of course the game goes sideways.

    That doesn't mean it doesn't end well.

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    21 Aug 2026

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    close only counts when it's me and you
    texalotl

  19. Public Bookmark 56

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    Inspired by this tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@tbrameliasarchive/video/7642873230629326093

    Post tuna-melt break-up (?) and subsequent loss to Montreal, Marlow and the rest of the Boston team drags Ilya out for a boys night. What's a heartbroken man to do but perform drunken karaoke? It's not his fault someone recorded it and posted it to social media for everyone to see. Maybe it's a little his fault that he drunkenly rambled about missing his Jane during the song...

    Social media has a lot of questions, chiefly: #WhoIsJane?

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    20 Aug 2026

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    Karaoke Jane
    TrustyRo

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    Just over four years after a zombie virus destroys the world as he knows it, twenty-five year old Ilya Rozanov is so rattled by trauma and grief that even when he's found a community to call home, he keeps everyone at an arm’s length. That is, until Shane Hollander shows up looking like death itself.

    A story about the end of the world, and how to pick up the pieces.

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    19 Aug 2026

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    summer cicadas sing
    camilles_wrld

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