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In the Softness of You by Icyhot_Kem
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Mar 2026
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“You liked that didn’t you?” Shane said with a smug little expression on his face.
Really too many people called Ilya an asshole when Shane was just as bad, or worse. Shane just hid it better, because Canada’s perfect golden boy could do no wrong.
Ilya moved to cross his arms over his chest and lean back against the headboard, hating how it put even more space between them, but not being able to let Shane think he was right.
“I don’t know what you are talking about.”
“Sure you don't, baby.”
Ilya was definitely not starting to turn the slightest shade of red.
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Or: Ilya Rozanov learns he is in fact, Shane Hollander's baby.
Chapter 2: Everyone else in their lives learns he is too.- Language:
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28 Aug 2026
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wave after wave by scarlettroses
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Aug 2026
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Ilya comes quickly to consciousness when something smacks him in the face.
"блять," he huffs. He peels his eyes open. "What is happening?"
He’s nose-to-nose with a toddler. The kid has dark hair, almond-shaped doe eyes, and a spattering of freckles across his rosy cheeks. He’s grabbing at Ilya’s face with a little hand.
Ilya blinks.
"Shane?"
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or, the mysterious russian candy is back, and it’s shane’s turn.
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- Part 2 of baby steps
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 17,948
- Chapters:
- 4/4
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- 484
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- 2,732
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25 Aug 2026
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Shane Hollander is my Angel by graceidoc
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Heated Rivalry (TV) RPF, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Jul 2026
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Shane is in a post-game interview when his world stops.
He’s just answered a question about Montreal’s offensive strategy going into the game. Clean passes, avoid penalties, draw defenders wide. It had worked and the Voyagers had beat Colorado soundly, 4-1. Shane had scored two of the goals and assisted on a third.
Usually, Shane would be eager to boast about the win to Ilya. But ever since their fight- since Ilya told Shane to leave- winning feels hollow. Losing feels better, somehow. As if Shane deserves to lose after being so selfish. Ilya gave up everything for him- his home, his team, and to some extent- his happiness. Hockey. Ilya gave up hockey- good hockey- for Shane.
A ripple goes through the room of reporters. Shane swears he hears the word ‘Ottawa’ and ‘crash’. But no one is paying attention to him anymore.
“What’s going on?” he asks into the microphone, feeling strange at the role reversal. Usually, he’s the one being asked questions.
No one answers. And this time he knows that he hears the word ‘Ottawa’ and ‘Centaurs’.
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Shane rushes to Ilya after the almost plane crash. Their secret is no longer a secret.
- Language:
- English
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- 33,850
- Chapters:
- 11/12
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- 962
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- 12,181
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13 Aug 2026
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The Great Pretender by lady_st4rdus7
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 Jun 2026
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Ilya Rozanov is in love, closeted, catastrophically lonely, and apparently incapable of referring to Shane Hollander in present tense.
The Centaurs come to a- given the circumstances- reasonable conclusion.
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Five times the Centaurs thought Ilya Rozanov was mourning his dead wife, and the one time they discovered his wife was actually Shane Hollander.
Shane, for the record, is alive and really confused.Series
- Part 1 of my hollanov
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 31,278
- Chapters:
- 6/6
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- 7
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- 1,715
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- 23,213
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12 Aug 2026
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Salt Circles by angeltaser
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
09 Aug 2026
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He was playing the game of trying to imagine what the headlines would say.
Shane Hollander V. Tyler Bratchen In Shocking Fist Fight!
Has Hollander finally lost his cool? Read more.
Tempers fly in downtown Montreal between these two NHL players 👀
He’d managed to dodge scandals for years because he just…didn’t do anything scandalous. Aside from being in love with Ilya Rozanov, which he supposed was ironic. His first negative public debacle, all because one idiot couldn’t keep Ilya’s name out of his mouth. Funny how things worked now.
Or: a measure of Shane’s devotion, seen through a very public, very messy bar brawl.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 15,498
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- 1/1
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- 332
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11 Aug 2026
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i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart) by FluentBird81
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
21 Jun 2026
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What if Ilya has a panic attack in the locker room after getting the news of his father's death after the Winter 2017 Montreal @ Boston game and no one can figure out what is going on? What if, while scrambling for answers, Cliff Marleau has the brilliant idea to call Jane?
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What if Shane and Ilya's deeper emotional connection begins just before Ilya leaves for his father's funeral in Russia instead of on a phone call while they are separated by oceans?
Series
- Part 1 of The Deepest Secret Nobody Knows
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 22,017
- Chapters:
- 10/10
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- 1
- Comments:
- 580
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- 10,124
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Bookmarked by twoghoststrackfour
05 Aug 2026
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Ilya widens his eyes, moves his hands in an impatient “get on with it” motion. He has the urge to say it for him, end both their misery. Shane blinks rapidly a few times, takes another deep breath. “I want to stop,” he says simply.
Ilya lets out one humorless laugh, “Stop what?”
Shane ignores him. “At the All Star Game, I told you I liked you. And you said about Russia and your family. And I looked some things up. I get it. I get it better now. I know we can’t but I can’t stop wanting to be…more. Unless we stop.”
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Shane just wants to be friends and Ilya is, like, fine with that or whatever
- Language:
- English
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- 59,096
- Chapters:
- 13/13
- Comments:
- 2,590
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- 10,462
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30 Jul 2026
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Rozanov made a dismissive noise. “No, no, I will pick you up. Send me your address.”
“I’m not giving you my home address.”
“Why not!”
“Because you’ll probably post it on social media to psych me out before our next game.”
That made Rozanov laugh. “It is good idea,” he said. Stopped laughing. Started again. Blew out a breath like he had to get himself together. “I might do this to you,” he allowed, “but you have nice boyfriend living with you now. I would not do this to him. You are safe.”
In which Ilya Rozanov adopts himself into Scott and Kip's household and refuses to leave. Kip finds this very sweet. Scott is going to kill him.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 32,878
- Chapters:
- 9/9
- Comments:
- 2,852
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- 16,672
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- 5,065
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- 160,806
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27 Jul 2026
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You Deserve a Star by Icyhot_Kem
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Feb 2026
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“It's a sticker Hollander,” Rozanov says, arms crossed over his chest and it takes all of Shane’s willpower to keep the annoyance in his face directed at Rozanov and not looking down at where his arms are pulling tight across his chest.
“Do you need glasses to see it better?”
Shane huffs in exasperation before moving to turn around, mirroring Rozanov's stance and hitting him with a look.
“I know it’s a sticker asshole. Why is it on my face?”
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Ilya buys a little book of stickers and shane maybe looses his mind.- Language:
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- 11,173
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- 1/1
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- 109
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26 Jul 2026
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Closer to where you are (is where I must be) by sistercacao
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Jun 2026
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“Ilya, what are we gonna do?” Shane says.
Ilya finishes whatever he has been doing on his phone, and tosses it gently to the bed beside him. He crosses the room to Shane, stands in front of him, squeezes into his shoulders with his big hands, rubbing them like he means to warm them up.
“Looks like we will have a little vacation,” he says, with a big obnoxious grin.
Boston and Montreal are sent to Paris to play against each other in an exhibition series in January 2017. Ilya and Shane decide to stay in Paris for one more night. Just one more night, so they can talk. Maybe finally understand each other.
They aren't expecting a volcano to erupt in Iceland and close all the airspace in Europe, leaving them stranded there. Together.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 127,267
- Chapters:
- 14/14
- Comments:
- 6,793
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- 31,979
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- 13,325
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26 Jul 2026
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Lecture from a Seasoned Gay by fandombarf
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
24 Feb 2026
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Scott texts Kip that he’s bringing Shane back to the apartment. “Hey, I kind of have a big favor to ask you and I need you to be supportive about it.”
Kip replies almost immediately, “That sounds ominous, is everything okay?”
“I don’t know,” Scott decides to be honest, “You know how I’m shooting that commercial with Shane Hollander today?”
“Yes…” He can practically feel Kip’s anxiety leaking into that one text.
“Well, I think something happened to him. Something bad. I’m bringing him back to the apartment.”-
Shane and Scott are supposed to be doing a commercial together but Scott notices that Shane’s acting… off. He finds out what happened in Vegas and forces Ilya to fix it.
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- Part 1 of Seasoned Gay to the Rescue
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 10,999
- Chapters:
- 3/3
- Comments:
- 588
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- 8,367
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- 1,300
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23 Jul 2026
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all i ever wanted by RMarie124
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Feb 2026
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"Look, it’s not like Shane hasn’t thought about it before.
He’s bitten his lip, pillows, blankets, around the urge, especially when Ilya sinks into that devastating place where each word is both sympathetic and commanding.
It’s always harder when Ilya asks 'you can do this for me, can’t you, solnyshko?'
Instead, he always moans and nods his head. Forces his mouth closed after he breathes out a yes."
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21 Jul 2026
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̶H̶e̶l̶p̶f̶u̶l̶ Advice by nomsy
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
07 Jun 2026
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“If I gave Jackie a day of getting to have sex with me whenever she wants as a thank you for tidying the living room, I think she’d divorce me,” Hayden says.
“Nah, man, she’d kill you,” J. J. says, which is probably true.
Shane shrugs. “That sounds like a straight people problem.”
Hayden is truly glad that the times of Shane torturing himself by being in the closet are over. But. Well. This conversation is kind of making him miss those days.
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Finally, after everything, Shane is a happily married man. Incredibly happily married. It only becomes a problem once he thinks it qualifies him to dispense relationship advice.
Or, five times Shane gives relationship advice his friends disagree with, and one time he doesn’t.
- Language:
- English
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- 4,060
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- 1/1
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- 5
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- 599
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- 16,043
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03 Jul 2026
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Ilya’s hand wraps around his bare wrist and squeezes. Shane barely stops himself from collapsing to his knees.
The pressure lights up every receptor of his touch-starved nervous system, wrenching a small, pained noise from the back of his throat. Every muted sensation comes flooding back so intensely that it almost hurts. He needs Ilya to hold him down until there’s nothing inside him but quiet. He wants to sink into him and disappear.
It takes Shane an entire beat to remember where they are. Fighting against the fog in his mind, he manages to drag his gaze up to meet Ilya’s.
There’s a slow-dawning horror and understanding on Ilya’s face.
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Or: Shane is in subdrop after their encounter in Vegas. Ilya fixes it.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 8,769
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 1,174
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- 56,434
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- 12,599
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20 Jun 2026
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chew me up, but don’t spit me out by damagecontrol (microdamage)
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
08 Aug 2024
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Regulus has it all figured out. He keeps men on a rotating roster so none can get too close, works nights as a dancer to make the most of his chronic insomnia, and pushes everything he doesn’t want to remember about the past ten years into the recesses of his mind. It’s easier to pretend none of it ever happened.
But when James Potter crashes into Regulus’ life with his fancy sports car, wealth beyond measure, and devil’s smile, it marks a switch in the natural order of things. James is a client; Regulus isn’t allowed to fall in love with him. Except James is the first man in a long time who can see past Regulus’ carefully constructed façade, and who could ever resist the temptation of being known?
Or, this is a story about identity, addiction, self-expression, and love in all of the varying shapes they can take.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 275,220
- Chapters:
- 26/26
- Collections:
- 18
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- 5,101
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- 17,307
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22 May 2026
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Louis Tomlinson is in fact straight.
If he occasionally sleeps with Harry, so be it. It's no one's business except his.
Right.
Right.
Or, the one where Harry's just moved back from France, Louis can't keep a girl, Niall's situationship is Louis' arch nemesis, Zayn is sick of Louis shit and Liam just wants to go to Rhodes for his wedding.
Throw in some, drink, drugs, the local pub, a club, some adorable side characters, some footie, a healthy dose of smut, some gender identity issues, sexuality crisis, and Louis Tomlinson's comprehensive list of why he justifiably dumped all his ex girlfriends, and you got the makings of a gay panic fic.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 90,999
- Chapters:
- 22/22
- Comments:
- 171
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- 545
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- 180
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- 16,629
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20 May 2026
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There are two types of people in a small town. The ones who are suffocating, counting down every day until they can leave, and the ones who stay.
Sirius leaves. Regulus doesn't.
When Sirius returns six years later, it's to find that nothing is quite as he expected.
Sometimes you break the cycle, and sometimes, it breaks you.
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Or, the small town, American, friends to lovers to exes to lovers AU.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 84,698
- Chapters:
- 15/15
- Collections:
- 6
- Comments:
- 705
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- 4,559
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- 124,480
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30 Apr 2026
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No one, it turns out, really knows one another.
(OR: all it takes is a summer-long holiday in Italy, James Potter's teetering mental stability, a secret relationship, friends with benefits, Marlene’s secret, and enough stupidity and insecurity to go around for everything to come crashing down around them.)
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 114,435
- Chapters:
- 19/19
- Collections:
- 31
- Comments:
- 2,141
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- 22,141
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29 Apr 2026
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at twenty-eight, louis takes a summer nanny job for a wealthy london family, expecting poolside chaos and manageable tantrums.
he doesn’t expect tuscany. or elizabeth and theo moore, who trust him more than he’s ready for. or their nineteen-year-old son.
harry is supposed to be home from university for the summer. instead, he’s hiding the truth from his parents and bristling at everything he’s meant to become.
looking after two children was in louis’ contract.
spending seven weeks circling their bratty eldest wasn’t.under the heat of an italian summer, something slow and dangerous begins to unfurl — late-night conversations, lingering glances, tension neither of them knows how to handle.
seven weeks was meant to be temporary.
some things are only for the summer.OR louis, 28, signs up to nanny two chaotic kids in tuscany. harry, 19, is meant to be at uni — and absolutely not meant to be looking at the nanny like that.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 277,489
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- 14/?
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- 215
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04 Apr 2026
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The darkest hour is just before the dawn by StarryKnight09
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Spider-Man: Homecoming (2017), Marvel Cinematic Universe
27 Oct 2017
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“Is this Peter Parker?”
“Yes…”
“This is Dr. Nguyen. I’m sorry but your aunt’s been in an accident and we’re going to need you to come to Queens Memorial as soon as you can.”
Peter's life shatters with a phone call. The last person he expects helps him pick up the pieces.
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- Part 1 of Out of darkness
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 90,529
- Chapters:
- 22/22
- Comments:
- 1,313
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- 15,107
- Bookmarks:
- 2,841
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- 462,919
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14 Mar 2026