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    bear ilya, 46, pretty little college hockey player shane, 21. freak4freak.

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  1. Rec 73

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    Ilya leans in closer, so their noses almost brush and all of the heat and desire that had dwindled underneath Shane's anxiety comes rushing back to the surface. “You gonna let Dad fuck you? Show me that it's what you're good for, what you're best at?”

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    09 Jul 2026

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    "You suck at seducing targets," Ilya grits his teeth. "Remember Prichard's daughter?"

    Shane throws his hands up. "Oh come on! That was a long time ago."

    "Two weeks ago," Ilya fires back. "If fate of communism rests on you getting someone into bed we would all be dead."

    Or: hollanov spy!AU, where sexpot extraordinaire Ilya Rozanov and lethal intelligence officer Shane Hollander have to pose as normal, American college students by day and overthrow the U.S. government by night.

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    21 Jul 2026

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    Shane goes stiff with fear when a hand lands on the crown of his head. “You have received your vocation as my conduit. Would you deny me?”

    What was admonishment delivered by Teacher becomes condemnation out of the High Father’s mouth. Shane shakes his head.

    “Answer me in word, and meet my eye as you do.”

    The room is quiet enough to hear the pop of a candle wick. Knuckles white as he grips a blanket, Shane obeys. The reflection of flames in the High Father’s eyes seems so real.

    “I would not,” Shane whispers, “deny you, High Father. I am only following what I’ve been taught. To stay pure of body and spirit, and to, t-to serve you.”

    “To serve me.” The repeated phrase almost sounds approving.

    Shane grabs onto the assumed approval like it’s a life preserver. “Anything,” he promises. “I would do anything for you.”

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    Siloam's Rest has been waiting generations for a miracle. They found it in Shane.

    He was told it was an honor. What no one told him was the cost. Now, bound to a god still learning the shape of his own hunger, Shane is learning that some prayers are answered by taking, not giving—and that devotion, once spent, can be repurposed.

    (A cult! fic!)

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    04 Aug 2026

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    Shane thinks about dying all the time. It's a lot funnier than it sounds.

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    17 Jul 2026

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    "You need to let it out, Shane. It's not healthy to keep it all locked away for so long," Rozanov whispers, rubbing a hand up and down Shane's spine. "I need to know what happened so I can help you."

    Shane sniffles. He lets himself stay in the dark crook of Rozanov's neck for a long while before gathering the courage to reply. Once he feels less tense, he brings his face away, and settles his weight back onto Rozanov's thighs. They're so close he can count each of Rozanov's eyelashes, his pores. Rozanov's looking at him with expectation, as if he can't fathom a world where Shane wouldn't do this for him, and he's right.

    Rozanov's hands fall to his hips, and Shane lets it happen.

    "What do you want to hear first?" He asks tentatively.

    Rozanov's fingers twitch against him.

    "Let's start with the first time he touched you, hm? Context is important."

    OR

    pervert therapist Ilya x vulnerable patient Shane

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    15 Sep 2026