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The Secrets We Keep by AngstyRaccoon
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Sep 2026
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Before the cottage in Lanaudière, before the Ottawa Centaurs, and before the FanMail incident, there was simply Ilya Rozanov's "Montreal Jane"—a closely guarded secret kept only by Rozanov and Shane Hollander for the better part of a decade.
Unbeknownst to them, there was a third keeper of their secret the entire time. Cliff Marleau knows about Montreal Jane. He's known the whole time.
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08 Sep 2026
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"Baby, I think if you didn't want it you wouldn't be enjoying it this much."
Shane sniffles, his breath catching thick in his throat. The tip of his nose is red now, the same ruddy color as his cheeks. Shane opens his mouth to speak but the only thing that comes out is a sad, garbled whine, cut off midway when he re-closes it out of embarrassment.
"I think you want this." Ilya says softly, bringing his hand to cup Shane's erection. His cock jumps against Ilya's hand, betraying him. "How can you be raped if you're hard the whole time, hm? Who would believe that? I don't even believe you bunny, I think you're begging for it."
Shane starts to panic as Ilya carefully unties his joggers.
"Please— please dontpleaseno Ilyadon' — hic — dontpleasefuckwhywont — hic — youlistentome"
ORIlya and Shane have multiple dubiously consensual sexual encounters over the span of two weeks. Ilya installs cameras into Shane's house all the while, completely and utterly obsessed with him from the beginning.
6 months and 30k words of rape fantasy, Shane bunny, mental illness, lots of masturbation and an unreliably narrating Ilya.
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07 Sep 2026
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“Tell me why I should take you instead, Hollander,” Rozanov ordered. He pronounced every syllable in his last name and purposely drew it out.
"You want silence. Think about the silence that comes from permanently ending a bloodline. Think about the silence that comes after the scream of a mother who has lost her only child. If you want her to suffer the way you have, then let me take her place and let her live with that. Take me instead of her.”
Rozanov appeared to be considering the offer. He angled his head at Shane before speaking, “Shane Hollander, do you want to pay the debt your family owes to me by taking the place of your mother?”
“Yes,” Shane replied without hesitation.
Or: Mob Boss Grigori Rozanov is murdered in a hit and his son Ilya Rozanov seeks vengeance against those who have wronged his family. Revenge will cost Shane Hollander his freedom, his life, and more after he offers to take his mother's place on Rozanov's hit list.
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06 Sep 2026
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Shane Hollander’s life changes the night a debt comes due.
Freshly drafted and on the edge of everything he’s ever worked for, Shane learns his parents owe more money than they could ever repay, and that the man collecting isn’t interested in cash. Ilya Rozanov takes Shane instead.
As payment.
Now Shane lives under Ilya’s roof, bound by rules he never agreed to, marked by jewelry he can’t remove, and watched with an intensity that blurs the line between protection and possession. He’s still allowed to play hockey, but off the ice, his world shrinks to one man’s control. The more Shane succeeds, the tighter Ilya’s grip becomes. Because this was never about settling a debt, it was about keeping what’s his.
And the most dangerous part?
Shane is starting to feel safest right where he’s trapped.
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05 Sep 2026
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User Error by smugrobotics
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Sep 2026
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The ritual is simple: morning skate, home for a protein shake, then Shane strips to his briefs, lies in bed, and starts scrolling.
Or, a Grindr AU
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05 Sep 2026