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  1. Public Bookmark 44

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    Shane Hollander, an NYPD officer with the organized crime unit, is assigned to infiltrate a Russian crime syndicate operating out of Brighton Beach.

    Ilya Rozanov has been rising the ranks for seven years and is now one of the syndicate's top lieutenants.

    Shane knows that undercover work is dangerous.

    Falling in love was never part of the plan.

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    11 Sep 2026

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    Shandry's Third @shaneybaby

    uhhh so im on r/shanehollander rn and some guy is claiming to have cloned shane’s dad’s phone and uploaded it to the internet?? has anyone else clicked on this link will it give me a virus if i do

    7:03 P.M. | 12 Jan 2018 | 135.1k retweets | 232.1k likes

    Shandry's Third @shaneybaby

    okay I googled his dad and he’s a 52 year old forensic accountant who thinks fashion peaked with ralph lauren polo shirts. am I enough of a hollander simp to risk my laptop just to look through the phone of his dad who acts like sandals and bermuda shorts are a risqué choice. yes.

    7:04 P.M. | 12 Jan 2018 | 137.1k retweets | 235.9k likes

    Shandry's Third @shaneybaby

    oh my god his password for everything is ShaneHollander24. pov you love your son so much that it compromises your bank account

    7:04 P.M. | 12 Jan 2018 | 143.7k retweets | 250.7k likes

    Shandry's Third @shaneybaby

    HOLY FUCK

    7:19 P.M. | 12 Jan 2018 | 337.1k retweets | 413.3k likes

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    11 Sep 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 67

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    Shane knows he's being followed, he knows his house is bugged, and he knows his things are going missing. He's just not sure if it’s a problem.

    Ilya has decided Shane needs him. Shane has decided to entertain this.

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    11 Sep 2026

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    Shane is a college student at Columbia University in New York when he’s faced with a decision that could endanger the whole neighborhood. Instead, he ends up captured and held by the Russian mafia, led by the intimidating Ilya Rozanov. But why is he still alive? And what does the too-handsome mafia boss want from him?

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    17/?
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    10 Sep 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 65

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    Before the cottage in Lanaudière, before the Ottawa Centaurs, and before the FanMail incident, there was simply Ilya Rozanov's "Montreal Jane"—a closely guarded secret kept only by Rozanov and Shane Hollander for the better part of a decade.

    Unbeknownst to them, there was a third keeper of their secret the entire time. Cliff Marleau knows about Montreal Jane. He's known the whole time.

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    08 Sep 2026

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    "Baby, I think if you didn't want it you wouldn't be enjoying it this much."

    Shane sniffles, his breath catching thick in his throat. The tip of his nose is red now, the same ruddy color as his cheeks. Shane opens his mouth to speak but the only thing that comes out is a sad, garbled whine, cut off midway when he re-closes it out of embarrassment.

    "I think you want this." Ilya says softly, bringing his hand to cup Shane's erection. His cock jumps against Ilya's hand, betraying him. "How can you be raped if you're hard the whole time, hm? Who would believe that? I don't even believe you bunny, I think you're begging for it."

    Shane starts to panic as Ilya carefully unties his joggers.

    "Please— please dontpleaseno Ilyadon' — hic — dontpleasefuckwhywont — hic — youlistentome"

     
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    Ilya and Shane have multiple dubiously consensual sexual encounters over the span of two weeks. Ilya installs cameras into Shane's house all the while, completely and utterly obsessed with him from the beginning.

    6 months and 30k words of rape fantasy, Shane bunny, mental illness, lots of masturbation, and an unreliably narrating Ilya.

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    07 Sep 2026

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    “Tell me why I should take you instead, Hollander,” Rozanov ordered. He pronounced every syllable in his last name and purposely drew it out.

    "You want silence. Think about the silence that comes from permanently ending a bloodline. Think about the silence that comes after the scream of a mother who has lost her only child. If you want her to suffer the way you have, then let me take her place and let her live with that. Take me instead of her.”

    Rozanov appeared to be considering the offer. He angled his head at Shane before speaking, “Shane Hollander, do you want to pay the debt your family owes to me by taking the place of your mother?”

    “Yes,” Shane replied without hesitation.

    Or: Mob Boss Grigori Rozanov is murdered in a hit and his son Ilya Rozanov seeks vengeance against those who have wronged his family. Revenge will cost Shane Hollander his freedom, his life, and more after he offers to take his mother's place on Rozanov's hit list.

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    06 Sep 2026

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    Shane Hollander’s life changes the night a debt comes due.

    Freshly drafted and on the edge of everything he’s ever worked for, Shane learns his parents owe more money than they could ever repay, and that the man collecting isn’t interested in cash. Ilya Rozanov takes Shane instead.

    As payment.

    Now Shane lives under Ilya’s roof, bound by rules he never agreed to, marked by jewelry he can’t remove, and watched with an intensity that blurs the line between protection and possession. He’s still allowed to play hockey, but off the ice, his world shrinks to one man’s control. The more Shane succeeds, the tighter Ilya’s grip becomes. Because this was never about settling a debt, it was about keeping what’s his.

    And the most dangerous part?

    Shane is starting to feel safest right where he’s trapped.

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    24/?
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    05 Sep 2026

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    The ritual is simple: morning skate, home for a protein shake, then Shane strips to his briefs, lies in bed, and starts scrolling.

    Or, a Grindr AU

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    Chapters:
    6/7
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    05 Sep 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 14

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    “Is a cruising park, Shane.” He has a small, incredulous smile on his face. “And you come… dressing like this. Like bunny to pack of wolves.” His hands trace along where Shane’s shorts have ridden up, showing off most of his thigh.

    It takes Shane a second to process it. Shane’s gay, he knows he’s gay. He’s… new to being gay. But he knew what cruising was, because as soon as he realized he was gay, he needed to know all the ins and outs of Being Gay. So, he knows what cruising is. Maybe even intrigued by it. But never something he planned for himself, or even knew how to do by himself. Now here he was, a gorgeous man between his thighs, hand inches from his cock-

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    Shane Hollander accidentally goes cruising. Ilya is there, because of course he is.

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    04 Sep 2026

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    Shane broke up with his high school girlfriend before leaving for the NHL. He doesn't think he'll ever talk to her again, but one day just before his second season, she shows up at his apartment. She tells him she's gay, and her parents kicked her out. Obviously, he offers her a place to stay. His parents, the Metros, and the media all make assumptions about their relationship, and they figure... why not let them assume?

    He says, “It’ll be cool. Like… a sleepover with friends.”
    He says, “What else do you need?”
    He does not say, “I think I get it more than I should.”
    And that’s how Jessica comes to live with him.

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    Chapters:
    19/?
    Comments:
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    04 Sep 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 58

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    Doms like to say that they can spot a sub on sight; that they can check the way a person talks, or moves, or avoids their eyes, and just know. But that’s bullshit.

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    04 Sep 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 26

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    Shane Hollander, a retired assassin known as the Namahage, is drowning in grief after his wife Rose's death. Rose leaves him one final gift: a dog named Anya, and a note telling him it's time to stop hiding who he is. At a gas station, Shane meets Ilya Rozanov, a dangerous Russian mobster whose entire demeanor transforms when he sees his dog.

    They keep running into each other.

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    03 Sep 2026

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    When Shane is kidnapped and forced to face a nightmare he never imagined possible in his wildest dreams, he makes a choice that will alter his fate forever. But what other option did he really have? Who could possibly blame him for taking the path of least resistance among an array of equally terrible choices?

    And above all, how could he blame himself for how things played out? After all, that very choice was what led him to the man who was currently holding his leash, staring back at him with those intense blue eyes he loved losing himself in. Ilya Rozanov. His Master.

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    02 Sep 2026

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    Shane accidentally destroys his phone during the 2014 MLH Awards in Las Vegas. When Rozanov refuses to kiss or speak with him after they hook up, Shane decides to stop trying to make their not-relationship work. He doesn’t bother telling Rozanov. After all, Rozanov won’t care—he’s made that very, very clear.

    (Ilya cares. A lot.)

    or, shane drops his phone down an elevator shaft. it changes everything.

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    02 Sep 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 17

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    Mobster and venture capitalist Ilya Rozanov has a crush on hockey player Shane Hollander. When the owner of the Montreal Voyagers won't pay up on an overdue loan, Ilya realizes it is the perfect opportunity to summon Shane to his office to ensure that he's paid, one way or another. And if he ends up owning a hockey team, well. He has to take care of his newly acquired team members.

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    02 Sep 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 66

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    "Hayley." Rose grins, "Did you get Rozanov'd?"

    Shane blinks, "Rozanov'd?"

    "Yeah. Rozanov'd." Rose returns, "He flirts, sleeps with you, and then forgets about you as soon as you leave his bedroom."

    Hayley smiles, a little coy, "We did fuck. It was good. And...I'm seeing him again."

    Rose laughs, "No, you're not."

    Hayley nods, "I swear. I am. We agreed."

    Rose's smile dips, she looks shocked, "What?"
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    In which; Ilya goes on a date with Shane’s roommate, Hayley. And ends up developing a horrible, terrible obsession with Shane Hollander.

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    02 Sep 2026

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    Still looking at the screen, Model Man says, “What is your stop?”

    “Ochanomizu?”

    “Hm.”

    There is suddenly a finger scratching at the hair at the nape of Shane’s neck, just above his collar. Model Man is touching him and looking at the train stops and manages to appear so casual that Shane almost convinces himself it’s by accident. A second finger joins the first, and now they are massaging a little instead of just tickling his hair, and it’s definitely not by accident.

    “Get off with me at next stop,” Model Man says, brushing his knuckles up and down Shane’s neck.

    Shane quits hockey and moves to Japan right out of college, where he gets really fixated on the hot guy in the ad for cherry-blossom flavored beer on his train. And then, one day, hot guy is on his train.

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    02 Sep 2026

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    “You know, I see the way you look at me on the ice,” Rozanov states. “Can smell the arousal coming off you each time we interact— especially when I check you into the boards, you really like that. Or when we chirp. You like that too. I don’t know a whole lot about what humans find attractive, but I think I made a good choice when I picked this disguise.”

    What Rozanov is saying isn’t a lie— Shane has always found him incredibly attractive. Shane has never acted on his attraction towards him, of course, since being gay in the MLH would be a death sentence to his hockey career. No one knows he likes men, or that he’s attracted to Rozanov. —Well, except for Rozanov apparently... who is also apparently not human!

    “Sometimes…” Rozanov muses, “when you come home from our games… you jerk off to the thought of me.”

    “Can…can you read minds?” Shane asks, thinking that must be the case.

    Rozanov chuckles in response— a genuine sound, not cruel or sinister, and Shane hates how it makes his heart flutters.
    “I don’t need to read your mind,” Rozanov answers. “I just watch you do it.”

    “W...what?”

    “I’ve been watching you for a looong time, Shane Hollander.”

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    17/?
    Comments:
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    02 Sep 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 51

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    Shane Hollander is a sports journalist. He understands hockey, deadlines, and asking sensible questions.
    He does not understand punk bands, tour buses, or why Ilya Rozanov keeps looking at him like that.

    Thirty-four shows. Seven weeks. One bus.

    It’s going to be a long tour.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    245
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    2,475

    01 Sep 2026

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