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"Is okay, Hollander," said Rozanov. "I will help you. You are," he paused. "Stunted. I looked up this word."
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Or: teenage Ilya billets with the Hollanders. He and Shane stumble into an intense, codependent D/s dynamic that escalates for years after. Special mentions to denial, repression, pining-while-fucking, Minnesota, magically coming untouched in one’s pants while sucking dick (💖), sexting, eternal soulmate love, and being too wildly horny to verbally negotiate one single aspect of your identity-forming bdsm sex for years and years (outside ur prolific dirty talk, obvi).Not a teen fic I promise! They are adults after chapter two.
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- Part 1 of Not to Abolish, but to Fulfill
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27 Sep 2026
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“I’m sorry, Dr. Rozanov,” Shane says.
“You said that before, when you questioned me. Was that apology a lie?” he asks. Then, he adds, his voice a little lower, “Should I start to think of you as a liar, Mr. Hollander?”
Again, Shane shakes his head and feels like a stupid little doll for how often he’s doing it. “No, no, I’m sorry. I swear. I’m just nervous.”
Dr. Rozanov hums. “I have a feeling you spend a lot of your time provoking men, Mr. Hollander,” he notes neutrally.
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26 Sep 2026
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shiny (un)happy cars by Ttnprince
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
12 Sep 2026
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‘He wants to ask Ilya if Galina likes him, and fuck how pathetic that would be to voice, ‘Hey babe, does your therapist think I’m cool or a massive liability in your life?’
After a fight with Ilya, Shane buys back the cars his husband sold before moving to Ottawa.
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26 Sep 2026
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Rozanov wags the wrinkled boxers in front of Shane’s face.
“Bad,” he scolds. “Bad behavior. Cannot have people thinking I let you act like this.”
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26 Sep 2026
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“You know how hockey is,” Shane says. It is the shorthand of their marriage. Their experiences form the backbone of a shared dialect. “You have to earn your place.”
(or: Ilya hazes Shane)
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26 Sep 2026
