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  1. Rec *

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    "Is okay, Hollander," said Rozanov. "I will help you. You are," he paused. "Stunted. I looked up this word."
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    Or: teenage Ilya billets with the Hollanders. He and Shane stumble into an intense, codependent D/s dynamic that escalates for years after. Special mentions to denial, repression, pining-while-fucking, Minnesota, magically coming untouched in one’s pants while sucking dick (💖), sexting, eternal soulmate love, and being too wildly horny to verbally negotiate one single aspect of your identity-forming bdsm sex for years and years (outside ur prolific dirty talk, obvi).

    Not a teen fic I promise! They are adults after chapter two.

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    27 Sep 2026

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    “I’m sorry, Dr. Rozanov,” Shane says.

    “You said that before, when you questioned me. Was that apology a lie?” he asks. Then, he adds, his voice a little lower, “Should I start to think of you as a liar, Mr. Hollander?”

    Again, Shane shakes his head and feels like a stupid little doll for how often he’s doing it. “No, no, I’m sorry. I swear. I’m just nervous.”

    Dr. Rozanov hums. “I have a feeling you spend a lot of your time provoking men, Mr. Hollander,” he notes neutrally.

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    26 Sep 2026

  3. Rec 76

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    ‘He wants to ask Ilya if Galina likes him, and fuck how pathetic that would be to voice, ‘Hey babe, does your therapist think I’m cool or a massive liability in your life?’

     

    After a fight with Ilya, Shane buys back the cars his husband sold before moving to Ottawa.

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    26 Sep 2026

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    Rozanov wags the wrinkled boxers in front of Shane’s face.

    “Bad,” he scolds. “Bad behavior. Cannot have people thinking I let you act like this.”

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    26 Sep 2026

  5. Rec 93

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    “You know how hockey is,” Shane says. It is the shorthand of their marriage. Their experiences form the backbone of a shared dialect. “You have to earn your place.”

    (or: Ilya hazes Shane)

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    26 Sep 2026

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    alternate universe where it’s ‘i’m coming to the cottage’ but make it feral werewolf shifter Ilya trying to court an oblivious Shane.

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    Shane trying to enjoy a relaxing time at the cottage only to discover a hot naked man in his living room, instead of the wolf he had previously put there.

     

    now translated in russian here!

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    19 Sep 2026

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    Shane slows near the far end of the field to investigate another patch of grass, a breeze sweeping across the lawn and catching his skirt. Rose smiles helplessly at the sight. She knew the outfit would be cute, but she had underestimated the effect in motion. The pale yellow sweater makes him look warm enough to cuddle, while the crisp white skirt contrasts beautifully with the strong lines of his legs. His black tail bobs behind him, curled and completely irresistible.

    Rose takes out her phone and snaps a couple of pictures. Shane looks up at the sound, ears lifting as he spots the camera. Instead of hiding his face as he once would have done, he turns slightly and lets the wind catch his skirt again.

    “Oh, you little tease,” Rose whispers, delighted. She is so distracted by Shane’s tentative posing that she doesn't register the bench shifting beneath someone else’s weight.

    “Hello.”

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    15 Sep 2026

  8. Rec 28

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    He's never been yours, and now he's someone else's.

    That one night at the club, Shane follows Ilya into the VIP bathroom, intent on apologizing for the awkward situation they're in.

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    15 Sep 2026

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    "They all think they know you," Rozanov muttered, his breath hot against Shane's ear. "They have no idea what the great Shane Hollander really wants."

    Shane and Ilya are both looking for a blind hook-up, end up face-to-face, and accidentally ruin their entire lives by realizing they're perfectly matched.

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    14 Sep 2026

  10. Rec 27

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    Shane is ovulating and Ilya knows that they can't have sex, but waiting is so hard.

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    12 Sep 2026

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    Shane Hollander writes to an inmate, at first intending to do nothing other than quell his lonely curiosity.

    Somehow, they end up meeting...in the woods...at Shane's perverted request.

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    12 Sep 2026

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    Shane stumbles upon Ilya's profile on the nsfw side of Twitter and becomes obsessed. The feeling is mutual.

    or the freak4freak hollanov smau that has consumed my brain.

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    10 Sep 2026

  13. Rec 83

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    End of summer at the cottage, Shane tries weed for the first time. Somewhat predictably, he gets incredibly horny about it.

    A lap full of high, horny Shane Hollander is Ilya's personal hell.

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    08 Sep 2026

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    Being a beta has always meant safety for Shane Hollander. No expectations, no instincts, no distractions from hockey.

    Unfortunately, he meets Ilya Rozanov.

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    06 Sep 2026

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    “I see,” Rozanov says finally, straightening just a little.

    “You came to give me ethics lesson.”

    Shane scoffs, “ I came here to, uh—“ he falters, hands gesturing uselessly.

    “To set things straight.” Yeah, that works.

    “To set things straight,” Rozanov repeats, slow and measured. His mouth curves into a wicked grin. “Yes I can help”

    Shane loses count of how many times he’s frowned that day.

    “What do you mean ‘you can help’?”

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    Shane confronts the guy his girlfriend cheated on him with. It takes an unexpected turn.

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    06 Sep 2026

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    “So,” Ilya interrupted, holding up a finger. “You believe I am not strong enough? That your boyfriend, who lifts you against walls and carries you to bed, is too weak to handle you? That my face would break under the glorious weight of your perfect ass?”

    Shane blinked.

    (or, Shane refuses to sit on Ilya's face and Ilya takes personal offense to it.)

    Tag to be covered: Ilya Rozanov Has a Thigh Kink

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    06 Sep 2026

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    “Fuck,” Ilya breathed, staring down at where they were joined. He was breathing hard. “Look at you. Taking my whole hand.” He flexed his fingers slowly inside the incredible heat.

    Shane whimpered, overwhelmed. He looked down at his own stomach. There, beneath the pale skin, was a subtle but unmistakable bulge. The outline of Ilya’s fist inside him.

    (or, Shane gets a vibrator stuck inside him and his roommate Ilya helps)

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    06 Sep 2026

  18. Rec 31

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    After decades together, some things have changed in Shane and Ilya's dynamic. But the things that matter are better than ever.

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    A flash-forward in the To Give and Hazard All universe.

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    02 Sep 2026

  19. Rec 25

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    It would be so much easier if Shane would just leave, tell the girl he forgot he has to make curfew or that his coach is calling or any other bullshit she’ll believe. Or he could just step out of the bathroom and walk through her hallway and out her apartment door.

    Instead, he’s stuck, frozen with his phone in his hand and the tap running to cover the sound of his rival’s voice over the phone.

    When he does speak, it comes out slow, like Shane won’t understand him otherwise. “You are so nervous,” his accent warping the last word. “Is just pussy, Hollander. You do not do this to me, hide in the bathroom before I suck your dick. So we will do it, yes? Coach Rozanov in your ear to guide you. Is not so scary, this way.”

    He almost sounds enthusiastic now, trying to encourage Shane like a parent to their child. Not entirely unfitting for how small and helpless Shane feels, crushed under the taboo of what Rozanov is asking him to do.

    “Yes, Coach,” Shane replies softly.

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    30 Aug 2026

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    Shane in the Big Apple! Surely nothing can go wrong! Just a polite Canadian boy in - hey, um, excuse me, please don't touch him there!

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    30 Aug 2026

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