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  1. Public Bookmark 6

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    “Insane playoff run for you two, Walter Cup next year, yes?” Ilya said as he reached out to shake her hand. Sam smiled and Ilya was immediately struck by the dimples that suddenly framed her face.

    “Oh man, we fucking better. Thanks, and thanks for letting me join the coaching team,” she replied.

    Ilya laughed. “Ah, yes, you’re welcome, was very hard decision whether to bring on the best defensive player in the league.”

    Sam blushed, coloring her cheeks just above those fucking dimples. She was tall, just a few inches shorter than Ilya, with light brown, straight hair down to her shoulders. She had tied it back in a low ponytail, but a few strands escaped in front, held in place by her backwards cap. She wore a loose fit dark green tank top and long grey shorts that sat low on her wide hips. Ilya’s eyes flicked down momentarily before he caught himself.

    “You must meet my husband, famous hockey player Shane Hollander!” He looked out over the yard and saw Shane seated in an Adirondack chair talking to Hayden. “SHANE! Come, welcome our newest coach!”

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    03 Sep 2026

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    Shane gets a tattoo. Ilya maybe loses his mind about it, a little.

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    01 Sep 2026

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    After Vegas, Shane begins to give up on Ilya and looks for a new way to feel wanted.

    Ilya, of course, finds out about this and locks in.

    A small dose of jealousy and a bigger dose of communication add up to change the trajectory of their affair from 2014 onward.

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    01 Sep 2026

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    Shane is always on time. Ilya is never in a hurry.

    After three near misses and one breaking point, Shane leaves without him. The argument that follows is long overdue, and it ends the way it always does: with Shane crying and Ilya realizing he never stood a chance.

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    31 Aug 2026

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    “Ilya,” Shane says warningly, but he’s too late as the grin unfurls across Ilya’s face. “I said no laughing,” he snaps, glaring at him. “You’re laughing.”

    Ilya shakes his head. “Is not at you, sweetheart,” he says, unable and unwilling to stop his beaming. “I am just—happy. To share this with you.” He meets Shane’s eyes. “You are—singularity,” he says, careful with his pronunciation. “My favorite.”

    Shane goes red so fast, Ilya worries about his heart for a second.

    “I just want to know you,” Shane murmurs, closing his eyes when Ilya lifts his hand up and strokes through his hair. “I miss you when you aren't around, and I want to carry the little bits of you I can.”

    OR: Shane has some questions. Ilya always seems to have an answer. (And one time, Ilya has a question, too.)

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    31 Aug 2026

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    After tuna melts and their first night actually sleeping together, Ilya asks Shane for more. Shane agrees, not knowing that this was Ilya's way of asking him out.

    Comination of written fic and texting fic.

    The text scrolls!

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    29 Aug 2026

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    “Olesya.”
    “Oh-lee-syah,” Shane repeated slowly, making sure he pronounced it right. “What… what are you going to do?”
    “I don’t know,” Ilya said, resting his head in his hand. “I don’t fucking know.”
    Shane’s voice was steady. “What can I do?”
    How long had it been since someone offered to help Ilya? He took care of his family, carried his brother’s financial burdens, tended his own injuries, paid his way through life without aid. The question, softly spoken and rich with genuine intent, was enough to bring tears to his eyes. Could he really trust it? Could he ask someone for help?
    For once, he wanted to try.

    OR: Ilya is left with sudden custody of Alexei's daughter and calls Shane to help.

    (Set just before the cottage.)

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    28 Aug 2026

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    “Is very far from entrance to house,” Ilya said, brushing lightly past Shane to assess the space.

    “That’s a new one,” Shane noted, his eyes narrowing. “No problem. If we have to keep looking, I’ll keep that in mind. Any reason why? Sore after the games, or…?”

    “No.” Ilya shook his head, his gaze trailing over Shane from head to toe before drifting slowly back up and settling on the wide set of his cupid’s bow. “I just do not need guests to see whole house before I get them into bed.”

    OR: Ilya doesn’t want a new home, but he definitely wants his real estate agent.

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    27 Aug 2026

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    “If that had ever been leaked, we would have had to deal with it for the rest of the season. And I know as much as you’d have a field day with it, it’s not good for the image of the team. Ferah is going to kill you one of these days. When we - oh my god.” Shane stops for a moment like he’s just catching up on Ilya’s physical state.

    “Are you hard right now?” Shane asks, his eyebrows furrowing in confusion as he looks from Ilya’s dick to his face.

    “I can’t help it!” He groans, throwing his hands up. “I like it when you are mean, you know this.”

    “Oh my god.”

    “I like it when you are mean, and I am a weak, weak man.” Ilya groans like he’s in pain.

    (ie. ilya is down bad for his husband and at all stars weekend and claps back hard when they're confronted)

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    27 Aug 2026

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    in which Ilya is a trans alpha who gets to spend his heat with a mate for the first time

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    25 Aug 2026

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    “Hollander,” he scolds, going to collect Shane’s jeans and underwear to fold them so that the world doesn’t break or something. “What are you doing?”

    “Giving you a new pack, idiot. Take your pants off.”

    --OR--

    Ilya is being sent back to Russia to take over as Rozanov pack alpha. Unless he can find a new pack first.

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    25 Aug 2026

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    If Ilya Rozanov was set to be branded for life in the space above his butt crack, he was damn well going to pay a premium for it.

    Booking with one of the most exclusive tattoo studios in North America was the easy bit.

    Having his brain melted into oblivion by Shane Hollander’s steady hands and even steadier voice was decidedly not part of the plan.

    Or, the one where tattoo artist Shane is very good at giving instructions.

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    25 Aug 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 15

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    This story is basically shameless indulgence. I love a good massage fic, and of course I wanted to make Shane and Ilya do it. :-) This is not smut, this is fluff. I wanted to have this happen in Asylum, but there wasn't a beat there that made it make sense. So, we get it as a one-shot.

    This is set at an undefined time in their first year or so, post the Petra drama.

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    24 Aug 2026

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    When he was seven years old, Shane Hollander was briefly lost at an airport. Luckily, the kindness of a stranger ensured he made it back to his parents safely, putting an end to a terrifying three hours for the Hollanders. It takes twenty years (and one heated rivalry) for Shane to learn the name of his rescuer. It takes twenty years for Ilya to learn his wish had already come true.

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    23 Aug 2026

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    “I was,” Ilya waves at the clothes, flushing pink. “Cutting tags.” 

    It’s Shane’s turn to blink at him. “Tags?” 

    “Yes,” Ilya says, rubbing his nose. God, it’s unfair how good he looks—wearing Shane’s old hoodie, curls flopping over his forehead and blushing pink. “Did not think you would come back so early. I was going to finish and put them all back before you noticed.” 

    Shane stares at him. “Why?” he asks, soft. 

    “You don’t like them,” Ilya shrugs, like it’s simple. 

    Ilya’s cutting off the tags from his clothes because Shane doesn’t like them. Ilya, who in all the years Shane has known him, has never once seemed bothered by them. 

    “Yesterday,” Ilya explains, reaching over the bed and dropping the scissors on the bedside table, next to a pile of cut off tags. So many of them. “You were pulling at collar. Like this,” Ilya tugs at the collar of his own shirt, mirroring what Shane did for probably a millisecond yesterday.

    “You saw that?” Shane asks, awestruck. Fucking hell. 

    or, ilya rozanov is deeply, deeply in love with shane hollander. the one where ilya rozanov is the loverboy of all time.

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    23 Aug 2026

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    A silly Hollanov Social Media AU, in which Shane has been running the most trusted Ilya updates account for almost a decade, but one day, he accidentally breaks character and sends Hockey Twitter into a spiral to help him get laid.

    [Also posted on Twitter and Tumblr.]

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    23 Aug 2026

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    Hayden and J.J. were not supposed to know who this man sat by Shane's bedside was, but that did not stop Shane from telling them.

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    19 Aug 2026

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    “No skating today,” the alpha stated after Ilya’s eye stayed on the rink for a moment too long.

    “Skating?”

    “I know we're hockey players, but we have to beat some stereotypes.”

    Ilya wasn’t really sure what that meant, but he caught one part of it that he did care about, “I play hockey?”

    The man’s brows furrowed again, “Ilya, are you sure you—”

    “I play hockey?” he interrupted, even though he knew it was a bad thing to do. One did not interrupt an alpha and he would pay for it later, but he needed to know.

    “Yes, Ilya—”

    “I am good?”

    “Yes—”

    “The best?”

    Now the man laughed, “fuck off.”

    Or

    Ilya knew that admitting confusion, showing weakness only lead to worse things. The strange alpha he slept next to or the men he played hockey with might be sweet, but they were just as capable of cruelty as anyone else who Ilya had ever met. He knew better than to give any of them an opening. So when Ilya Rozanov woke up in a house with no memory of how he got there, he refused to admit it. Instead, he tried his best to piece his life together without drawing too much attention to himself.

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    19 Aug 2026

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    Shane could deny it – he could try to pretend the man in the audio whimpering for more isn’t him, that it’s a scam, that it was fake or edited. He could get lawyers involved, or take it to the press before anything leaks and control the narrative himself. But he doesn’t know how much more the blackmailer has, and he can’t risk Ilya getting outed or deported or – well, he can’t risk Ilya.
    *Shane and Ilya don't get caught at the cottage. But they still get caught.

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    18 Aug 2026

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    Rozanov made a dismissive noise. “No, no, I will pick you up. Send me your address.”

    “I’m not giving you my home address.”

    “Why not!”

    “Because you’ll probably post it on social media to psych me out before our next game.”

    That made Rozanov laugh. “It is good idea,” he said. Stopped laughing. Started again. Blew out a breath like he had to get himself together. “I might do this to you,” he allowed, “but you have nice boyfriend living with you now. I would not do this to him. You are safe.”

     

    In which Ilya Rozanov adopts himself into Scott and Kip's household and refuses to leave. Kip finds this very sweet. Scott is going to kill him.

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    17 Aug 2026

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