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these shadows almost killed your light by doesitkillyoutoo
Fandoms: Star Trek: Deep Space Nine
22 Oct 2020
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“If it wasn’t for Tain -” Garak was practically whispering now. “- you would have died in that camp. I know he only saved you as a side effect of saving himself, but even in his final moments, Tain has left me once again in his debt.”
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28 Sep 2026
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You now how DS9 never addressed the trauma of being kidnapped, replaced, living in brutal conditions for a month and then realizing your friends didn't even notice you were gone, and don't particularly care now that you are back?
Yet another story trying to explore that, this time through an angry confrontation.
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28 Sep 2026
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“Kiss me,” Julian said.
“Excuse me?” Garak stared at him in wide eyed shock.Bookmarked by fizzylicious
27 Sep 2026
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When Nothing has Changed by Schattengestalt
Fandoms: Star Trek, Star Trek: Deep Space Nine
09 Nov 2024
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After his return from Camp 371, Julian seeks comfort and finds himself at Garak's doorstep.
Julian barely withstood the urge to duck his head when Garak narrowed his eyes at him, no doubt taking in the ill-fitting clothes he had replicated on board the ship and how he was holding onto a children’s toy like it was a lifeline – he had never felt so pathetic in all of his life.
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27 Sep 2026
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When Julian volunteered to spend six months on Cardassia he set in motion a chain of events which forever changed his life - and Garak's.
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27 Sep 2026
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After neutralizing the implant in Garak's head, Julian realizes just how much Garak means to him and what he wants their strangely intimate yet casual relationship to become. He hopes Garak feels and wants the same from him.
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- Part 6 of Stitched Together
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25 Sep 2026
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Garak has intruded on Julian’s holosuite adventures one too many times. So, Julian chooses a spy adventure set in icy, black-rock mountains – utterly inhospitable to Garak’s heat-seeking Cardassian physiology. Except Garak already turned off the holosuite safeties and locked them in. Now with a hypothermic lizard on his hands, Julian is going to have to do a hell of a lot more than snuggle to keep his friend alive. But, as each of their fantasies become reality, so too do the pulses of romance buried between their burning skin...
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24 Sep 2026
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Julian Bashir returns from the Dominion camp 371 but can't find his place. Not knowing how to belong, he begins to self-destruct. He turns to Elim Garak for help but Garak knows he is no one's savior and isn't sure why Bashir does not understand that.
Perhaps, though, they can teach each other what it means to come back home.
(I've rearranged this so all explicit material is crowded into the last chapter; you don't have to read it to finish the story, if smut isn't your thing. Without chapter ten, this is probably an M rating.)
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24 Sep 2026
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“It’s annoying, isn’t it,” Garak said, “when you’ve finally decided to give up and someone comes along and stubbornly insists that you keep living.”
Julian’s eyes blinked open. “Garak?” he whispered.
“Hello, my dear doctor.”
CW for off-screen suicide attempt and on-screen suicidal ideation.
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23 Sep 2026
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During a bet with Garak, Julian doses himself with a Cardassian aphrodisiac. Unfortunately he misjudges the potency, and it will take the touch of a Cardassian to fix him, and Garak's all too happy to help out.
This fic was written for the Sex Pollen Plus 2025 event.
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23 Sep 2026
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Cardassian cultural studies are much more fun when accompanied by the occasional field trip. And field trips are much more fun when learning is interspersed with time to play...
Elim Garak and Julian Bashir get frisky in a holosuite. Very light, very chatty (Garak POV, and he does love to talk!). Approached from a Cardassian viewpoint. Translations incorporated as hovertext. Have fun!
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23 Sep 2026
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If you’re sending yourself out to the edge of civilization, people expect it to be done for fame and glory – but then, Julian Bashir has never been what’s expected of him. He’s quite happy to agree with the reasons other people provide, because he isn’t sharing the private whys and wherefores when people are more than happy to fill in the gaps themselves. There are other, better things to worry about, work to be done and friends to be made – possibly even a lover, if he’s lucky…
...all while fighting to maintain his worth, and remain exactly who he’s always been.
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- Part 1 of Stubborn Mouths
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22 Sep 2026
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Julian Bashir is headed to a court-martial for lying about his genetic status. He's willing to accept the consequences of his actions, but Dax thinks something is wrong. When she and Sisko find out just how bad the situation is, there's only one person who can help.
Garak thinks they're all hopelessly naive. Fortunately, he knows what he's doing.
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22 Sep 2026
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Garak is feeling lonely and depressed while going through his shedding season. Doctor Bashir proves to be an annoyance difficult to get rid of. Cue truckloads of angst and misunderstandings. And Sex.
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22 Sep 2026
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Julian had always longed for adventure. More than that, he’d longed for a desperate adventure, the kind where all the odds were stacked against you, and every step was a struggle, and every breath a victory. He probably would have come to Cardassia even if he hadn’t missed Garak. He hoped that was true. He couldn’t touch it, really, couldn’t scrape the dust away from his thoughts enough to name it, but Garak was different.
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- Part 1 of A Way Home
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How is Garak going to handle 6 months in a holding cell? Even he's not sure.
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- Part 3 of Unfamiliar Affections
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20 Sep 2026
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Despite every attempt to deter her, Julian’s mother is coming to DS9. Here’s the problem: Julian told her he was married, and he’s not. Here’s the solution: Garak stands in as Julian’s husband. She’s meant to hate him. But Garak is just too damn likable – and a liiiittle too convincing in the role of Julian’s lover. Not only does his mother believe the lie, but so does everyone else on the station. Even Julian himself is starting to wonder...
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20 Sep 2026
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After his secret is out, Julian thinks he should feel guiltier. After all, he has been lying to everyone he knows for more than two decades. But, to his great surprise, no one seems to care. His friends—with one notable exception—have been understanding and accommodating.
It is that exception who has just now cancelled another lunch date.
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20 Sep 2026
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The Right Moment is Now by Allemande for cyranothe2nd
Fandoms: Star Trek: Deep Space Nine
16 Mar 2014
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Sometimes, Julian Bashir admits to himself that he’s in love with Elim Garak. Garak, however, seems oblivious to all his hints, and the universe insists on throwing obstacle after obstacle into their path...
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20 Sep 2026
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When Bashir and Garak travel to Earth, an article is published revealing their relationship to the general public. Julian has to deal with his parents, with being under siege at Starfleet HQ, and with the fact that Garak seems to be avoiding contact with him...
Part III in my Learning the Language series but can be read on its own, too. (Background: established relationship, Bashir has been living on Cardassia for a year.)Series
- Part 3 of Learning the Language
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20 Sep 2026