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    Ilya let himself soften into it. He’d missed this, the simple camaraderie between teammates. He did feel lonely, but in some ways he felt safer with this team, and Shane had given him that, it was because of Shane that he moved to Ottawa. All the good things in his life curved back to Shane. Looking around, he tried to imagine him here, not Shane Hollander the hockey player, but his Shane, the man who made the darkest rooms feel like home. He felt suddenly certain that they would welcome him with love and respect. And, God help him, he was still hoping like an idiot that Shane would walk through the door.

    Ilya tightened his grip on his roasting stick, jaw set, trying to divert his thoughts back to the present, when a ripple went through the group. Conversation dipped, then stopped completely.

    “Um… what the fuck,” Dillon muttered, eyes flicking toward the house. “Is that Shane Hollander?”

    Or Shane decides to go get his man after seeing Ilya’s instagram post in Chap.23 of TLG.

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    13 Sep 2026

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    Inspired by this Tumblr post, a what-if about Aaron Davis and Peter B. Parker being fake married.

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    “Uh,” said Miles, and Peter knew he was usually pretty okay (like, a B- at the very least) at keeping up a cover story, so the kid was bound to have some level of ability to lie too, right, “This is my Uncle Peter.”

    Miles said.

    To his own parents.

    Was Peter inwardly screaming?

    Sure.

    Out of all the cover stories with all the people, how?

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    Montreal didn't take the news of Shane's and Ilya's relationship very well.

    Shane would've never thought that the hatred of his teammates could run so deep, until he finds himself lying half-conscious on the floor, with blood coating his lips and face.

    In the aftermath, Shane tries to protect Ilya as much as he can, not wanting to bother him with his fears.

    Ilya doesn't want to do anyhting more than protect Shane from his fears, afraid Shane's refusal to talk will change their relationship irrevocably.
     
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    AU fic set after Shane and Ilya's involuntary outing. A few teammates attack Shane. Ilya freaks out. Shane shuts everyone out. The following weeks are hell. Shane has to learn to overcome his fears.

     

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    06 Sep 2026

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    amazing beautiful perfect mwah mwah mwah

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    “What’s so funny?” Brad asked from the other couch, scratching at his chest as he took another careful sip of his beer.

    “Look what I just found,” Ryan said, sitting up slightly, that smug grin stretched across his face.

    Cliff blinked, sitting up on his elbows. “Hollanov compilation? Wait… what’s Hollanov?”

    “You’ve never heard of Hollanov?” Conner’s voice carried from across the room, wobbling slightly as he stumbled over to join Ryan. “You’re in for a surprise.”

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    Or: the Boston Raiders watch a Hollanov compilation and realise some things.

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    06 Sep 2026

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    One misunderstanding.
    One sentence that should never have been said.
    One very long night.

    (first two chapters are the main story, and the rest is just me enjoying myself)

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    20 Aug 2026