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  1. Public Bookmark 13

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    louis is dealing with extreme paranoia and nightmares several years after the beheading that make him feel he is losing his sanity. lestat draws his own conclusions out of louis’ behaviors

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    01 Sep 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    this is sooo fascinating and such a unique concept that gillstolunks has written so well!!! i've seen fandom speculate about whether or not louis was schizophrenic and if lestat turning him locked him into that state for forever, especially when it comes to the existence of dreamstat. but this is the first fanfic i've ever read that actually explores anything like that as a complete story. and my heart breaks for both of them even as it's mended by how gillstolungs writes their physical intimacy. holding hands while arguing. post-argument cuddles on the couch. laying in each other's laps. lestat putting louis' hair in cornrows. omggggg it's all just so *squishes gillstolungs' cheeks together in an act of cuteness agression* :3

  2. Public Bookmark 9

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    “I’m getting too high for this conversation now.”

    “The kids say a lot about gender. That it’s not the same as your sex, which you are born with. Gender is a performance, they say,” Lestat scoffed. “What is that supposed to mean? I am an actor. Shouldn’t I know when I am performing?”

    “Depends, do you ever get tired when you’re performing?”

    Louis and Lestat decide to get high and fall into a conversation about what gender even means. Silly hijinks ensue.

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    26 Aug 2026

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    my god this is cute! literally the cutest loustat fic i've read in a while!!! i love the way you write them in their domestic bliss because it highlights that part of their relationship that i love without denying the monstrous parts of them i also love so much. bonus points for louis and lestat getting to be all philosophical about gender identity why still affirming lestat's genuine desire to play around with gender expression. every moment of reading this felt like a dream :3

  3. Public Bookmark *

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    “And I couldn't just sit there and let it happen again, Lestat, I couldn’t watch her die- Couldn’t watch him hurt you-”

    “Louis-”

    “Wasn’t even worried about me. Woulda let him throw his psychotic tantrum and never said shit. All I could think about was you, where your fuckin’ head was. How we found our way back again just to lose it all over-”

    “Louis. Mon cher.” Louis’ eyes slipped closed, the pleasure of hearing those words for the first time in nearly a century seeping calm into him like nothing else could. “It’s alright. I’m here. We are here.”

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    Louis is shaken in the aftermath of the butcher shop. There are wounds even blood cannot heal.

    Fortunately, Lestat has never loved Louis by halves.

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    24 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    this fic truly has everything i'm craving right now. louis standing up for lestat against gabriella. lestat taking louis flying, louis having a flashback to the drop, and lestat doing it right this time by actually catching him when he falls. louis getting to share his hurt from what armand did to him, and lestat being outraged on his behalf. loustat gentle sex. louis using the cloud gift. loustat giggly sex. my gawd i could go on. but i'm saying all that to say that i'm just really happy this fic exists. now i'm gonna bookmark it so i can read it again and again and again -- especially when akasha shows up and really puts my emotions through the ringer.

  4. Public Bookmark 45

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    “He should’ve known, he just should’ve known.

    The maker fledgling bond was special but he just thought it was Louis coming back from getting more newspapers to sulk over Claudia some more but it wasn’t and he should’ve known because it didn’t feel the same: his heart didn’t fall into that comforting rhythm… the only comfort in this house these days.

    But he should’ve known it was Claudia at the door but when he opened it he saw her, still looking like that child he had turned so many years ago but the way she held herself, the look in her eye, was that of a woman.”

     

    Or what if Louis wasn’t home when Claudia came back in episode 5? What if the fight never happened?

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    17 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    the kind of dream scenario that only works in a fanfic. claudia finally getting the love, respect, and support from her fathers that she deserved. lestat opening up about his trauma to his unholy family while he still had the chance. louis being there for both of them but also getting to talk his shit about the affair. ughhh chapter 4 literally made my cry. i love this with my whole heart.

  5. Public Bookmark 27

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    When he returned to the hotel, dawn was bleeding into the sky. The windows glowed faintly. He opened the balcony doors and stepped out.

    The first rays touched the floorboards, shy but steady.

    He didn’t scream.

    Magnus had leapt into his own hell, laughing. Nikki had danced into his, singing. Claudia had looked into his eyes with defiance. And Lestat – Lestat had fallen into his, a hollow man adrift, burning like a curse he could never lift.

    5 times Lestat sees burns as self-punishment. Fire, pain and the compulsion to hurt. One time Louis is there to help.

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    17 Nov 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    omg for some reason it hadn't occurred to me that lestat lost so many people he loved to burning. and almost back-to-back! oh my sweet lestat 😭 this is the most beautifully visceral reading experience i've had in a long time. amazing!!!

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    He knows what Daniel is about to say before he begins.

    “Yeah, hey listen. I got some fact checking to do—”

    “I’ve told you, Daniel. I’ve given my story. He can give his. I declined to participate in this documentary—”

    “I watched you feed on Armand in Dubai, right? I’m not making that up?”

    Louis’s hands pause. That wasn’t what he was expecting at all.

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    For 114 years, Louis had an aversion to drinking Lestat's blood, but not for the reason Lestat thinks. Daniel reaches out to Louis for a fact check.

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    28 May 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    i've lost count of how many times i've read this. but i just love it so much!!! loustat hurt/comfort with soft lovemaking just hits different. especially when handled by such an amazing writer <3

  7. Public Bookmark 59

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    When their father died, the remaining de Pointe du Lacs sat at their big, fine table in their big, fine house and went hungry.

    or: louis and disordered eating, through the years

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    15 Apr 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    a fantastic study of louis & his patterns of disordered eating over the years <3

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    There’s a panic within him that Lestat hasn’t felt for years when the sunlight streams in a perfect circle containing Claudia and Louis’s fledgling, a panic he hasn’t felt since the night he felt tainted blood rise to his throat and the love of his life drag a knife across it. It’s the panic of an ending unexpected, of a rug yanked from beneath him. He made his choice. He chose Louis. He knew if it came down to using his abilities to sway the audience, he only had the power for one. It wasn’t even something he had to think about. It was Louis. It was always going to be Louis.

    But it’s Claudia before him now, looking back at him with a daughter’s eyes even as her face begins to crumble into ash.

    (canon divergence au in which lestat finds a way to save claudia, too)

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    04 Mar 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    this is the unholy family fix-it fic of my dreams <3 the honest communication. everyone's hurts being validated. all the loustat/louclaudia/lesclaudia/claudeleine feels. ughh this is just so good and absolutely joining the plethora of iwtv fanfic in my bookmarks -- most of which i'm pretty sure came from you lol!! this is amazing.

  9. Public Bookmark 6

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    “I do love you, Louis. I know I haven’t said it in a long time, but I do.” He missed when she called him Daddy Lou. There were times when he longed for it, wanted it more than anything in the world. And yet, despite this, a sense of unease crept up his spine at those words. It would seem wrong, he thought, unnatural, even dirty to be called that now. Like those words were only reserved for New Orleans, for who Claudia had been back then, who he had been.

     

    or, Louis and Claudia in Paris, and the gaping void between them.

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    20 Feb 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    oh this hurts so good. you capture the pain of claudia's & louis' slow separation so beautifully. you understand both of these characters and their love & resentment of each other in a way that is so impressive.

    this entire paragraph punched me in the chest -->"Was he still Daddy Lou? Perhaps. He could never truly part with that - being a parent wasn’t something that just left you, no matter how much your kid has grown or changed or distanced themselves. But then again, he wasn’t exactly Daddy Lou either. Not in the ways it mattered. And maybe he hadn’t been for a long time, longer than he wanted to think about. He didn’t know if Claudia missed what they had once. What they had been to each other. He liked to think so, but was too afraid to ask, suspicion crawling somewhere deep inside his belly."

  10. Public Bookmark 15

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    Despite her giving him the cold shoulder, Lestat still goes out hunting with his forever adolescent, Caludia, each night. The two haven’t gotten along for some time, but one night may change that, even if it’s only for a little while.

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    18 Feb 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    i've been searching high & low for this fanfic for months and i didn't even realize it!!! this was honestly one of the best portrayals of claudstat/lesclaudia that i've ever read. it's so genuine to the characters while still making the au parts of it still feel natural. this was the potential of their relationship we haven't gotten in the show. ughhh this was so well-written and really heartwarming to read :3

  11. Public Bookmark 6

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    Lestat offers Claudia an olive branch in the form of a bloody ear in a paper bag.
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    Lestat’s apology gift to Claudia is an opportunity for revenge.

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    24 Jan 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    my favorite brand of lesclaudia bonding <3

  12. Public Bookmark 29

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    Daniel lets it slip that Louis is still punishing himself over Claudia, Lestat goes to Dubai to try and help.

    This occurs shortly after The Vampire Bond but is a stand alone fic

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    24 Jan 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    i love when louis gets a little tlc <3

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    Whatever carefully blank expression Lestat is trying on disappears like a slap. “Armand made a fledgling. Why would he do that?” Lestat asks.

    “Oh, you know,” Louis says, watching the three dots of a new text pop up. “He knew Daniel was… important to me.”

    He means to say it with rueful annoyance, as if to say, “so he ruined him.” But as Daniel’s text comes in—the most important question I should have asked you in that fucking interview: where do you buy coke in Dubai?—Louis’s voice trails off, his words maybe lacking some of the bite.

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    Lestat misunderstands what Daniel is to Louis and tries to be a champ about it. Meanwhile Louis rediscovers his drug of choice—Lestat.

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    13 Jan 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    i'm not usually a fan of the miscommunication trope. but this is exquisite *chef's kiss* it's got loustat, adopted fledgling daniel, enough hurt to please my sad little heart, and more than enough comfort to make my heart happy.

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    The complete IWTV Timeline so far, from the 1500s to the 2020s

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    30 Dec 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    for future reference~!

  15. Public Bookmark 244

    Mystery Work

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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    24 Dec 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    if memory is a monster, then louis' and lestat's love story is like the nightmare before christmas. full of monsters learning new ways to appreciate and take care of each other. this is brilliant!

  16. Public Bookmark 23

    Mystery Work

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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    11 Dec 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    the sweetness overload of this has definitely left me with cavities but seeing lou accept herself and be accepted by her family made them all worth it

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    “There might be some trouble in paradise,” Louis admitted now to Daniel who was kind enough not to gloat about it aloud. Not that it made much difference with their telepathic connection. The sentiment came through loud and clear regardless.

    “Did he cheat on your again?” Daniel asked, not mincing his words. Louis shook his head. “Made you kill someone?” Another shake of the head. “He sucks in the sack and not in the fun way?” Whatever expression passed over Louis’ face was enough for Daniel to figure it out all at once. “Ah. There is it.” He shook his head and murmured to himself, “It always starts in the bedroom.”

    Or, the one in which Louis and Lestat get their groove back (aka 'the Maître incident')

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    09 Dec 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    colormeparanoid? more like color me a certified loustat expert. there's so much for me to fawn over in this: the tender yearning, louis finally opening up and getting the tlc he so desperately needs, holding louis accountable for how he's hurt lestat without demonizing him or downplaying his own pain, lestat being such a loving partner who also gets his needs met, the loudan snark, and just the absolutely incredible way colormeparanoid manages to capture their voices so well. but i really reallyreally appreciate them shining a light on the aftermath of louis' trauma from his relationship with armand. so many fics put a lot of emphasis on how lestat has hurt him without acknowledging how armand has hurt him as well. they even went so far as to acknowledge the challenges louis might experience with his new vampy bff daniel pursuing his own relationship with the gremlin.

    all that to say: this is incredible and i absolutely love it!!!!

  18. Public Bookmark 2

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    They kissed in alleyways and hidden paths.

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    04 Dec 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    the depth of emotion poalimal captures in so few words is breathtaking!!! such a perfect way to capture the romance of louis/jonah <3

  19. Public Bookmark 19

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    What did Louis and Lestat talk about on those benches for those first weeks getting to know each other?

    Part of the "IWTV Missing Scenes" series exploring moments that we don't get to see in the show itself.

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    03 Dec 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    sweet loustat fics like this warm my heart on a cold winter night <3

  20. Public Bookmark 24

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    Transcripts of Claudia's journal entries as seen and heard on the show, organized chronologically by entry date. Last updated as per s02e08.

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    26 Nov 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    for future reference when in need of quotes from claudia's diaries!

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