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    Dean knows he’s rambling, but his heart is doing double time in his chest and he’s pretty sure the words ‘I’m a big sissy freak who thinks about necking his little brother while wearing dresses’ are spelled out in block letters all over his face.

     

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    20 Jul 2026

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    Teenage boys cooped up in a cabin in the dead of winter with nothing but each other and an ancient porno on VHS to keep them warm. It goes about like you'd expect.

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    06 Jul 2026

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    “What should we—“ The real Sam starts to ask, but the image of Sam reaches his arms out, as if grabbing for someone. Sam falls silent.

    Someone steps into the cradle of his arms—appearing between one blink and the next—and Sam’s arms wind around them like he knows exactly who they are. He smiles, slow and happy, a hand sliding into short brown hair. It’s a man, Dean realizes, a little surprised.

    Sam makes a noise behind him, and Dean doesn’t understand for a second. That’s when he realizes he doesn't recognize the person because he’s not used to looking at this person from the back: it’s him. 

It’s Dean in his brother’s arms, sliding a leg between Sam’s and leaning forward so Sam has no choice but to press his back fully to the trunk. Sam’s eyes go soft as he looks down at him, and it shouldn’t feel like a punch to the gut, but it does.

    “Dean,” He says, and every hair on Dean’s own body raises, as if the Sam behind him had leaned forward and whispered it into his own ear.

    And they kiss.

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    Dark Side of the Moon!AU where while running from Zachariah the boys run into a forest that can show them their greatest fear or desire. Dean--not knowing which it is--doesn't take it well.

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    05 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 49

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    Sam chases Dean until they catch each other.

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    20 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 17

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    "He’s selfish, Sam knows this. He knew this from every time he put Ruby above Dean, chose Stanford over Dean. He knows it while he currently works on patching Dean up, a nasty, not life threatening, gash on Dean’s abdomen. He works on disinfecting it, but all he can think of is what it would taste like if he licked it."

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    Sam really wants to drink Dean's blood.

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    01 Jun 2026