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    Lestat makes his plea in the church and Louis says no.

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    19 Aug 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 71

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    "Two years sober, two years clean, I'm still ruined, and you're still some kind of mean. You've always been so fucking mean."

    Or, an exploration into what Devil's Minion could've been.

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    21 Jul 2026

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    It was cold in the desert after the sun went down. But some nights, Louis woke just early enough to feel the heat of the day still bleeding from the sand under his bare feet. Evening primrose bursting yellow under moonlight in the flower boxes that lined half the perimeter of their trailer. Fang marks ever-healing on the line of his neck, the tender flesh of his inner thighs. They’d been living for months out in the Nevada wilderness all alone, and all they seemed to do was fuck and eat and fight and tend the flowers.

    Louis turned his face to the moonlight, shut his eyes, breathed the lingering daylight warmth inside him, let it fill his lungs to near-bursting. He sensed Lestat at his back before they were touching, the thump of his heart the ever-present song of the desert. The sand, the moonlight, the flowers, and him.

    Or: The one where Louis and Lestat run away to the desert together.

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    12 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 77

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    Lan Wangji is head over heels for his classmate, Wei Wuxian, Of course, he never expected anything to come from that- especially when the other seems to be completely smitten with the girl who sits on the other side of Lan Wangji. When Wei Ying practically begs him for tutoring, he can do nothing but agree. Even if only to spend a little extra time with the man, and help him. He definitely does not have an ulterior motive...

    And of course, Wei Wuxian has never seen such a beautiful man.

    (Or; Wei Wuxian needs help and who better to ask than the classmate he's been crushing on since the day he saw him?)

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    17 Jun 2026

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    It goes well until he’s standing in Ilya’s— their— living room, holding a framed photo of the 2014-15 Montréal Voyageurs and their first Stanley Cup, rooted to the spot.

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    or, the one where moving to ottawa brings up some complicated feelings.

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    29 May 2026

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    Wei Wuxian wants a rematch. He wants a dozen rematches, wants to fight Lan Wangji on the rooftops where footwork is key, wants to brawl with him in a mountain field and pound him into the dry soil until his white robes are grass-stained and dirty and his perfect skin shines with sweat. He wants the joy of seeing Lan Wangji trapped beneath his weight, forced to concede the fight. He wants to taste sweat and blood in his mouth, and see Lan Wangji do the same.

    Or: During a summer where the Wen never invade, two alphas vie for dominance. Of several kinds.

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    26 May 2026

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    No serious hockey fan or sports commentator worth their salt would have considered record-breaking Boston superstar Ilya Rozanov to be Shane Hollander’s rival exactly, but sleeping with a man who had a specific offense-related vendetta against him and a wrist shot like a jet engine to back it up was probably ill-advised just the same.

    Or, Shane is a goalie. Ilya can’t score.

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    26 May 2026

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    “And what about the rumors that you are the other person accompanying Rozanov in the video? What do you think about that?”

    Shane looked at the reporter, then at his mother, who gave him a determined look and a slight nod, and then back at the reporter. But his mind was elsewhere.

    His mind was with Ilya, replaying all the moments they had spent together over the last few days, how Ilya had confided in him about the most vulnerable part of his life, about his mother, how he had told him, for the first time in all these years, that he loved him, and how now the words came so naturally from his mouth.

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    What would happen if David and Yuna found out about Ilya and Shane's relationship because of a leaked video, but not only them, but the rest of the world as well?

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    26 May 2026

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    “I need to sleep,” Ilya murmurs next to him on the bed, his voice distant.

    “Yeah, me too,” Shane rushes to agree. His fingers drum against his glass of vodka and he chugs the rest in one go. “I should, uh…” He moves to stand up off the bed, the soiled towel dropping from his stomach, and his knees buckle.

    Shane stumbles but remains upright, his vision blurry. But the glass in his hands slips from his trembling fingers, and, to his absolute horror, shatters all across the floor of Ilya’s penthouse suite.

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    After the hookup where Shane and Ilya didn’t kiss, Shane nearly passes out in his rival’s hotel room.

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    06 May 2026

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    “Jiejie can say whatever she wants,” Hua Cheng parries, pulling Xie Lian closer on the bed, until their knees are touching, “but she should have mercy on her most devoted servant.”

    “My most devoted wife,” Xie Lian corrects her, letting the pleasure of the word’s shape curl around her tongue. She gets to call Hua Cheng wife now. It makes her giddy in a way she never expected. It’s not like anything will change between them, but to have their union acknowledged by the Heavens makes a bright, airy feeling settle inside her chest. She feels weightless, like her happiness could make her fly away if she wasn’t firmly tethered to Hua Cheng by the red string tied around her finger.

    After completing their bows at Qiandeng Temple, Xie Lian and Hua Cheng celebrate their wedding night.

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    05 Mar 2026

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    Instead of being the end, the tuna melt was just the beginning.

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    Shane Hollander eats three jelly doughnuts and Ilya rescues him.

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    03 Mar 2026

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    Lan Wangji has nested nine eggs, but they remain unhatched even after ten grueling months of transferring spiritual energy to them. With his health beginning to dwindle, his family pressures him to marry, and Lan Wangji refuses, going against his uncle's demands as he travels west to find a dragon to dual-cultivate with. As drought plagues the West, he does not find a dragon but meets a strange cultivator who causes conflict with Qishan-Wen.

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    03 Mar 2026

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  13. Public Bookmark 58

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    Shane had been pent up lately.

    Due to the incident on the ice that nearly left him incapacitated with a broken collarbone, rendering him trapped in a sling for weeks, he had been unable to properly relieve himself. He was going stir crazy being cooped up in the house, having to take it easy. He couldn't even get on the ice as much as he wanted. He had never spent this much time away from hockey and it was making him feel restless.

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    26 Feb 2026

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    Over the years he thought maybe, just maybe, being knotted by an alpha semi regularly might change something, like his biology would one day answer Ilya’s despite their ups and downs. He even helped Rozanov through a rut one time, and at the time he thought surely his inner omega would finally respond to his pheromones and the teeth shaped bruises on his nape that almost resembled mating bites and give him a heat.
    But nothing.
    Heats are the last thing on his mind right now though. Ilya is spending two weeks with him at his cottage, alone. Completely and utterly alone. Together.

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    Omega Shane has never had a heat. Over the years, he has given up on expecting to have one, but when he spends two weeks with alpha Ilya in the comfort of his cottage, something unexpected happens: he is thrown head first into his very first heat. Luckily, Ilya is there to help.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    April 2017: Metros vs. Raiders. Marleau comes out of nowhere, and Shane is busy looking at Ilya. The events are hazy, but Shane remembers the cold ice on his cheek and Ilya's voice.

    Shane's injury is worse. Almost the worst it can be, and he feels like his world is crashing down around him. Is his career over? Will he get better? Shane is scared, confused, and in pain, and he all he wants is Ilya.

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    20 Feb 2026

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    The diet helps. Shane has always been particular about food—apparently there was a lengthy phase in his childhood where all he ever wanted for breakfast was plain Cheerios with a glass of 1% milk, and would cry ceaselessly when it was something different—but now it feels justified. Necessary, even. His parents are on board with it, too, which is nice. (Well, his mom moreso than his dad, because he doesn't get it and keeps telling Shane shit like just give yourself a treat, which is stupid because the treat is when he wins a game because of how hard he's working. But his mom understands, knows what to order for Shane at restaurants, what to keep stocked when he visits home so there are no temptations.)

    A lot of the stuff he's eating now is really gross, actually, but that makes it even better, somehow. If he enjoyed it then it would be too easy. This way he knows he's actually sacrificing something for the success he wants so badly.

    He likes the control, over what he eats and how he works out. Likes to know that the tool of his body is being properly handled, so that if something goes wrong, on the ice, he has nobody to blame but himself.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    Shane liked being good at things, and Shane was good at hockey. His mom loved hockey. His friends and classmates had always loved hockey. Hell, Canada loved hockey. Being good at hockey was like being good at being Canadian boy and being the best at something was like being good at being Asian.

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    heavily exploring the pressure shane hollander’s under—undereating, overexercising, missing home, being a baby-faced teenage phenom, and, of course, being mixed with an asian mom :p basically a character study into shane’s habits of restriction and self-punishment. he has denied himself every pleasure in life… up until ilya rozanov. he’s the one thing he can’t refuse.

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    17 Feb 2026

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    Jacob imprints on Bella. It changes things. A re-write of New Moon, beginning on page 242 in Chapter 10: "The Meadow."

    (Originally posted on LJ/FFn in 2010. Reposted on AO3 for access.)

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    11 Feb 2026

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    Mystery Work

    Part of OA Private
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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    05 Feb 2026

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    After winning the Stanley Cup, hockey captain Shane Hollander comes out as gay, earning support but realizing he’s never explored his sexuality. Yet, awkward attempts at club flirting and misunderstanding in gay culture lead him to reach out to Ilya Rozanov, a dominant ex-NHL star turned porn actor and professional dom, whose confidence and honesty have always fascinated him.

    Ilya, intrigued by Shane’s sincerity and raw need for guidance, agrees to a professional arrangement as Shane's dom, but sets clear boundaries: honesty, self-truth, and the freedom to stop anytime.

    Their explicit, emotionally charged sessions help Shane discover his submissive desires and authentic self as a gay man, while Ilya lets down his guard and risks genuine connection with another person for the first time since his last abusive relationship.

    As Shane’s game improves and rumors swirl, both men struggle with vulnerability, public scrutiny, and evolving feelings.

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    30,162

    23 Dec 2025

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