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  1. Public Bookmark 9

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    Kieren feels strangely vulnerable, sitting on the floor of a stranger’s house, rain-soaked and cut up from where the streetlight fell on his leg. He shivers. But it isn’t the damp clothes sticking to his skin that has him shivering. It’s the way Ron’s eyes meet his across the room.

    Ron is staring at him. Intense blue eyes boring holes into Kieren’s own eyes. It’s startling. Kieren looks down as he speaks.

    “The worm brought me here.”

    It’s silent for a second after he says it, almost like the hurricane itself stopped. Kieren expects laughter, or another scoff. He doesn’t get either.

    What he receives is silence.

    The worm controls him. It tells him what to think, to eat, to say. It takes over his body and controls his arms. It hurts the people Kieren loves. It hurts him. It makes him want to hurt himself. It tells him that he should.

    The worm is out to get him, so Kieren has to get it first. That’s just life. It’s what his dad used to always say. Kieren, life is tough. You have to be tougher.

    His dad should’ve taken his own advice.

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    13 Sep 2026

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    Bro

  2. Public Bookmark 18

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    Kieren understood what it was like to be fighting yourself, to be struggling uphill while the rest of the world spun around you. Kieren kept Ron company, even when he didn’t mean to. His digging was like a metronome, always starting and stopping at the same time.

    Ron and Kieren share an afternoon together, and take care of each other. That’s kind of it.

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    12 Sep 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 23

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    “I kinda feel like your worm is my rain,” Ron says gently. “I’ll help ya keep looking, but I don’t think that it’s the worm. You’re digging for something else, maybe. Something about you ya think ya lost.” He takes one of Kieren’s slack hands between his own. “I’d like to help you find it.”

    Everyday while working his shift at the Publix deli counter, Ron sees a muddy, forlorn looking boy. He makes it his mission to know and take care of him, even if it means he has to dig up a few worms along the way.

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    12 Sep 2026

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    Holy🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬
    #moreplease

  4. Public Bookmark 5

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    The next thing Ryan knew, he was sitting on a chair and holding a boy's hand. He stared, his eyes roaming at the brown-haired male in front of him. He looked just as disturbed as him, his brown eyes blown wide and his mouth slightly agape.

    He looked cute, Ryan thought.

    "Say it!"

    "Come on, Naim, don't tell me you're chickening out now!"

    "Shut the fuck up, Hunter!" the boy, Naim, exclaimed. His disturbed look turned into a playful one, briefly looking away from Ryan to shoot a glare at his side.

    It was there where the blond realized that they were not alone. However, he kept his gaze at the male in front of him, the warm sensation of their joined hands quickly becoming addicting to him.

    Naim's eyes returned to Ryan. With a smirk, he spoke the words:

    "I let you in."

    OR

    a "leviticus" x "talk to me" au

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    11 Sep 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 2

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    A quiet morning with the Reid-Whelan family. Do you really need anything more?

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    11 Sep 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 4

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    Naim liked disappearing randomly. Ryan didn't know why. An incident on the track helps open up that conversation.

    In other words: the illegal motorcycle racing au where they both have varying levels of hearing issues c:

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    10 Sep 2026

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    PERFECT AMAZINF STUNNING MY HEART EXPLODED🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬

  7. Public Bookmark 47

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    naim: the weirdest thing just happened to me
    naim: you know ryan whelan
    naim: he dropped his eraser
    naim: so i picked it up to give it to him
    naim: and the eraser had our initials on it ??????
    naim: like "NR + RW" AND A HEART
    jessica: wow that is rlly weird
    jessica: ryan whelan LIKES you ????
    jessica: how low are his standards ??????

    Or; Naim's been crushing on Ryan for years, but it takes a misplaced eraser for them to actually talk.

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    10 Sep 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    So cuteee

  8. Public Bookmark 40

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    When they arrive at the hospital, the staff take Naim down a corridor and don’t let Ryan follow.“Your friend will be fine,” a young nurse explains. “You need medical attention."

    “I don’t care about me. Let me go down there with him,” Ryan begs the nurse. “You have to let me in, please. He’s my boyfri- my partner.”

    “Got papers to prove that?”

    Ryan and Naim are committed to one another in every way over for the last four years. A vicious attack by the entity leaves Ryan in a frenzy to make the relationship official.

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    10 Sep 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬

  9. Public Bookmark 4

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    He couldn't even bother looking at the metal thing in the boy’s hands, Naim was just bluntly staring at Ryan's biceps and the way they flexed. It was too much for him now. The delicious look of his bicep muscles working, grabbing the pipe as hard as he can, mixed with the smell of his appetizing phermones made Naim a bit dizzy. All he wants to do right now is walk over to the guy and bite his whole bicep, mark him there and show everyone who he belongs to. His mouth genuinely became watery and he had to physically stop himself from drool coming out of his lips. The omega in him is going absolutely feral right now at the fact that Ryan is actually an alpha - his phermones being the last evidence he needed to be sure...

    or

    A story about Naim's family issues after his father's death and the guilt resolving how much he needed Ryan - but make it omegaverse.

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    10 Sep 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    😭😭😭at least i was entertained

  10. Public Bookmark 16

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    The Entity operates under one rule: as long as you're not alone, it can't get you. Naturally, Ryan and Naim stick together like glue. But as the fear fades, Ryan's definition of "statistically risky isolation" suddenly expands to include the laundromat, the food truck line, and... taking a shower. Naim sees right through the flimsy excuses, but he's not about to complain when it brings Ryan closer.

    In which Ryan uses the entity as an excuse to trick Naim into showering with him. Except it’s not much of a trick when Naim is more than a willing participant.

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    08 Sep 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 34

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    It was his own big mouth that had exposed Ryan and Hunter, setting off the nightmare that got Hunter killed and bound this terrifying entity to them both. Plagued by a suffocating guilt that Ryan’s gentle touch can no longer cleanse, Naim craves a different kind of penance, one served with bruised knuckles, cold hands, and brutal force.

    When Ryan refuses to give him the violent punishment he feels he deserves, Naim finds a dangerous proxy in the monster wearing his lover's face. Every night, he unlocks the screen door and welcomes his executioner inside, trading blood for a brief, twisted relief from his sins.

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    08 Sep 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Great concept

  12. Public Bookmark *

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    Naim goes mute again after they leave Bandee. He tries to make amends with Ryan without his voice.

    Alternatively: Ryan represses his feelings and Naim doesn't want to watch him hurt

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    08 Sep 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Beautiful tearful experience hoky fuck #healed
    I love this interpretation of how they talk about what happened
    it's so unique but it makes so much sense #Canon
    also naim forcing ryan to try and hurt him making ryan break down #tea loved that part with everything
    So so good!

  13. Public Bookmark 6

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    Naim falls off his bike and ends up in a hospital room. What he doesn’t expect is for the doctor to be exactly his type.

    Well, he’s going to take advantage of the situation.

    Will Ryan be able to resist breaking the medical code of conduct?

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    07 Sep 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    LOVEEEEEEEEEE

  14. Public Bookmark 7

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    Naim Reid is frustrated by the lack of weed dealers in Bandee. Ryan Whelan happens to sell weed and is feeling rather generous towards a potential new client.

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    07 Sep 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Yes

  15. This has been deleted, sorry!

    07 Sep 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 35

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    Naim was the first thing Ryan had ever been able to keep in spite of the world. Naim wanted to give him more things, as many as he could steal away and carry home.

    Or: Naim and Ryan shop for cosmetics on Ryan's birthday. Homoerotic eyeliner application ensues. Takes place abt a year or so after they leave Bandee.

    Title from Eli's "I Wish I Was a Girl"

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    07 Sep 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 55

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    Ryan had only been gone for a week. It should’ve been survivable, but Naim felt sick every time he went to school, sicker every time he texted Ryan but couldn’t see him or touch him. A week felt like a chasm he couldn’t cross, something dark looming over his head.

    or: Ryanaim are down bad, and Naim has a breakdown when Ryan goes on holiday for a week.

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    06 Sep 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Holy peak
    great smut and romance my little heart exploded there's so much blood

  18. Public Bookmark 80

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    Naim did die. He felt his heartbeat slow in his ears, saw the light that people talk about. He remembered his father’s face more clearly than he’d ever been able to, relived a summer afternoon watching him fix their family’s car.

    Naim didn’t stay dead. Maybe he should’ve been more specific in his prayers.

    Or: the one where Naim gets turned into a vampire while on the run, and goes looking for Ryan anyway, ft. homoerotic vampire shenanigans

    title from bite by troye sivan everyone act surprised

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    06 Sep 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    holy shit I locked in so hard love this
    ryan omggggggg💔💔💔💔he js loves naim sm

     

    omgg ryan getting attacked had me stressing ive never seen it get to that point in ryanaim fics
    Holy shit
    Theyre everything

  19. Public Bookmark 44

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    Naim is at work stocking shelves while Ryan and Chris are at a bar, probably laughing and sharing a smoke and having a good time. Naim feels so fucking stupid. He feels so fucking jealous. It doesn’t matter, he tells himself as he washes his hands and trudges back behind the counter. Ryan loves him and chooses him everyday. Ryan constantly wants to fuck him and constantly grabs at him and kisses him and feeds him and comforts him and forgives him. Ryan washes his hair and picks him up everyday and never complains about being tired, even though Naim knows he must be. Naim has no reason to be jealous of some guy who filters his Instagram photos and poses shirtless on a bike.

    But he is.

    Naim struggles to cope with Ryan's new coworker who looks suspiciously like Hunter. Ryan helps him see sense.

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    05 Sep 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    cute
    the angst hit for a sec
    like omg!!!!! asf!

  20. Public Bookmark 15

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    “This is so—fuckin’ hot, fuck.“ Ryan gasps, jerking himself off.

    “It’s so tight,” Naim cries out, pushing himself in deeper.

    “Just like your hole,” Ryan gasps, biting his lip as he watches the tip of Naim’s cock peak out of the fat of his armpit. “You’re so tight when I fuck you.”

    Naim whines, thrusting faster. It’s difficult, with the pressure Ryan has on his arm, its like trying to fuck through a concrete wall, but it feels incredible, and Naim isn’t going to stop.

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    05 Sep 2026

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