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  1. Public Bookmark 16

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    “Like,” John starts, stops, not sure what he means himself. In a fit of inspiration he throws a leg over Andrew’s hips and rolls them both, until he’s sat astride him and Andrew is spread out underneath him, his open shirt spilling out around him on the bed. “Like this,” he says, his palms going from Andrew’s chest back up his arms until he has his wrists clasped in his hands. Andrew’s mouth drops open slightly, eyes wide and shocked, as John moves his hands over his head, pinning him in place.

    Andrew looks stunned, his fingers clutching at the pillowcase and headboard like he needs something to hold onto. He stares up at John where he’s balanced over Andrew’s cock, and if John didn’t know better he would swear he could feel it give a twitch underneath him.

    “Okay,” Andrew breathes after a long moment, visibly relaxing, his whole body going liquid under John, the stress draining out. “Yeah, okay.”

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    25 Oct 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 50

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    The next morning, Jack wakes to an empty bed, which isn’t surprising. The only thing he is surprised by is the little pang in his chest once he realises Robby has left. It’s not that he had any illusions about what last night was.

    It’s just. It might have been nice to have breakfast together, or something.

    Or: The night before Jack starts his new job as a senior attending, he hooks up with the hottest guy he's ever seen.

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    23 Oct 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 66

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    [BDSM AU, Dom Jack / sub Robby]

    Robby is good at being useful. Jack knows the difference between useful and fine. Neither of them is as detached about that as they’d like to be.

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    16 Oct 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 35

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    This could kill Jack. Robby had read the studies, had run the full research gamut as soon as he got home the day he found out. He knew the risks, and they were extremely high. Just shy of a death sentence.

    But the alternative… Robby couldn’t bear to think of it, merely sidestepped it in his mind like it was a black, gaping chasm that he didn’t have the guts to peer into. He wasn’t ready. They weren’t ready, he thought.

    He was being so, so incredibly selfish.

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    For Pitt Whump Week Day 3 prompt "intubation"

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    17 Oct 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 7

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    Buck sets his book on the side table and points at the thick rug beneath his feet. “Knees.”

    John goes. He kneels between Buck’s spread legs, arms clasped behind his back like he’s at ease. He looks up at Buck. Waits, like Buck waited for him.

    “How did it go?” Buck asks. He takes John’s chin in his hand. “Did you show her a good time?”

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    16 Oct 2026