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If You Need a Tourniquet or if You Wanna Turn and Quit by P234age
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
23 Nov 2025
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What if Neil's father caught up to him in Millport? What if Agent Browning had seen more of Nathaniel in Neil after Baltimore, and figured the FBI could use the help?
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Neil works for the FBI to hunt down the criminals they can’t catch, in return for staying out of jail after Baltimore. Agent Browning isn't all that good at his job, Matt just wants to be friends with his squirelly roommate, and Andrew is the first person Neil doesn't want to lie to.
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23 Sep 2026
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Cracked glass (Don't let it shatter). by Cazbitesthesharks
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
16 Sep 2026
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Neil josten sat on the bleachers watching the sky above him with little care, in his left hand he held a lit u untouched cigarette, the smell helped calm the tense of his shoulders.
His duffel bag sat under his seat, it held all his closr belongings in including his medication that had a real prescription under ɴᴇɪʟ ᴊᴏꜱᴛᴇɴ.
Or Neil at age 16 was diagnosed with BPD, the diagnosis not being on any papers of course, Mary had drawn the line at anything being on paper but managed to get Neil on lamotrigine.
Neil's a bit of cunt from the beginning and he has a therapist who's like his mother.Bookmarked by bbssss
23 Sep 2026
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Neil Josten was never good at staying still. It had been ingrained in him from the moment his mother took him and ran.
The night his father's people had caught up to them again for the last time, his mother was too busy bleeding out and forcing him to repeat her rules of survival to warn him of the potential consequences of the horrific act he had undergone only hours prior. So he burned the feeling of rough hands and torn clothes alongside his mother and their most recent identites, and continued on as his mother had instructed him to. It wasn't until several months later he had realized the one downside of running from his past-sometimes it punishes your ignorance.
Now three years later in Millport with his little girl in one arm and an offer to join the Palmetto Foxes in the palm of his hand, Neil must decide if slowing down to give Sophie the life she deserves is worth the risk of being discovered by his father.
Is truly living for a few months enough of a reason to tempt fate?
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21 Sep 2026
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For You, There’s No Line I Won’t Cross by suncrossed_Altair
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
18 Sep 2026
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21 hours 37 minutes is how long it took for Kengo to ruin Neil’s life. Neil is willing to return the favor in kind.
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AU where Neil plots revenge while on the run with his half brother.https://discord.gg/ypZ4HG5Jz
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- Part 1 of For you, For Us, For Them
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18 Sep 2026
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Neil turned to look out the window, letting the smoke burn through his lungs longer than he should’ve. It hurt; it made him feel real again. He let it out slowly, afraid time might slip away with the exhale, and he’d become this smoke dissipating into the wind once more.
If it were a year ago, he would write this off as his memory being odd. It always had been. Conversations he was present for slipped away, and more than just possessions got lost between the cities they stayed in. If this were a year ago, he’d write the missing hours away because he’d been jumbled and upset, and his mind didn’t always hit the record button for the bad stuff. But he wasn’t just surviving for himself anymore.
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No longer on the run, some inconsistencies Neil had long written off start to effect his daily life. Or, another DID!Neil fic.
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15 Sep 2026
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Aftg twilight au
That’s basically it. It’s another twilight au. But neil is neil and so antagonises everyone. Also less stalky stalk, more talky talk.
I’ll update this as often as possible but it’s not going to be consistent. Also it may be a long process but I’m going to do everything in my power to complete this and I’ll let you know if I don’t.
If you have any interest in this fic make sure to subscribe so you don’t miss any updates x
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- Part 1 of Aftg twilight au
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14 Sep 2026
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“What do I get out of it?” Neil asked.
“Pardon?”
“I'm assuming I won't be playing,” he reiterated, “nearly as much as the rest of the team or not at all- and don’t try to tell me any different because I can tell from your lot,” Neil gestured to Ralph and the rest of them. “That you love to pick up lost causes. So, what do I get out of filling your line so you can throw balls to each other.”
"Oh~ I like this one." Andrew said. "Can we keep him, Coach?"
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Neil gets a head injury that changes his mental stability. He is put on antipsychotic that causes him to become numb. After the Foxes recruit Neil's teammate in Milport and he's at the right place at the right time, he signs as well.
First book: complete!
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14 Sep 2026
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"I told you I was named after my father."
"I remember. You don't look like a Nathan."
"I'm not. I'm Nathalie."
Audrey considered her a minute longer, then finally, raised a single brow. "Nathalie is a girl's name."
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or, aftg but it's femdreil <3
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- Part 1 of interlude
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28 Aug 2026
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"What the fuck is that?" Her brother asked frowning.
"An umbrella dog leash."
"Umbrella dog -"
"If the dog needs an umbrella, you put the leash and then." Audrey explained harshly "The animal won’t get wet"
"Forty dollars on this shit? You don't even like dogs" Aaron raised his eyebrows exasperated.
"It's my money" Audrey complained, grabbing her very useful umbrella dog leash. She always needed one of those for the dogs she didn’t have.
Aaron glared at her "How pretty the saleswoman was?"
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Nellie works in a store and Audrey can't help but spend all of her own money buying the most useless things.
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28 Aug 2026
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“Are you gay?” Andrea asks, tired of beating around the bush. “Do you like women?”
Nell stills.
“Because I do,” Andrea says. “I like to fuck women. I’m not in the business of making friends.”
Nell’s expression is hard to read in the dead of night. “What if I don’t know.”
Andrea shrugs and tries hard not to hate herself for fucking up every opportunity for normality that falls into her lap. “Stop flirting until you do.”- Language:
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28 Aug 2026
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Andrew has just learned he has a brother and will be transferring to a private catholic school for his senior year. Being surrounded by god fearing virgins would be a tragedy except he asked for this. He asked to stay at the dormitory, away from Cass who still wants a relationship with him, away from Drake who has been dying to get Andrew and his brother together, and closer to Neil. Neil, who he met when he was young and dumb. Now they're roommates and nothing is keeping them from continuing their nothing of a relationship.
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27 Aug 2026
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Kevin would never be against traveling to California, only the timing couldn't be worse right now.
His inability to say no to Jeremy's invitation, and his serious miscalculation on how close he is to fall over the edge, turns a week that was supposed to be all fun and games into horrors upon horrors, and something Kevin will have to talk about with Bee during their next session. And of cource, Jean is there too...
or a short fic where I get too deep into Kevin's head and his relationship with others, while addressing the elephant in the room a.k.a. kevjean
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22 Aug 2026
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knife through skin by fishy_fishyy for elariapple
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
14 Sep 2026
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He’s stopped in his tracks by an exy racquet swinging down in front of him, close enough that he can hear the wind whistling through the strings.
He drags his gaze upward to find a man he doesn’t recognise grinning widely at him, eyes hard and cold. He keeps the racquet at Andrew’s feet, preventing him from moving. “Leaving so soon?” the man laughs, a cheery lilt in his voice that makes the back of Andrew’s neck prickle.
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Andrew/Neil Role Reversal AU- Language:
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20 Aug 2026
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He's Insisting That He's Fine (He's Not Fine) by P234age
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
08 May 2026
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"Andrew’s arm slides around Neil’s waist, slow enough that Neil could stop him if he wanted to. He doesn’t. He lets Andrew pull him in against his chest, one arm tight around him, solid and unyielding. Protective, though against what, Neil isn’t sure.
The heat of Andrew’s body sinks into him almost immediately, thawing some of the chill lodged deep in his bones. Neil hadn’t realized just how cold he was until now. He curls closer without thinking about it.
Andrew’s hand spreads flat against his side, slipping under his shirt carefully. “You’re freezing,” he mutters after a minute.
“It’s just cold in here.” Neil closes his eyes and adds, “But you’re warm.”
Andrew makes a quiet, irritated sound at that, but he doesn’t let go. Neil lets himself sink into the warmth instead of thinking about the blood or the pain or the way his body feels increasingly foreign to him. He focuses on Andrew’s heartbeat beneath his cheek. The steady rise and fall of his breathing. Eventually, Andrew’s grip tightens almost imperceptibly around him, like he’s afraid Neil might disappear if he loosens it too much."
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Neil isn't feeling well, but he's fine. Totally fine. Nothing to worry about here!
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- Part 1 of Fine
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26 Jul 2026
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I would choose to live all this a thousand times, if in the end, I had you by FayeS2
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
01 Sep 2026
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“Andrew...”
“I need you to listen carefully,” Andrew began, waiting until Neil nodded before continuing. “I’m going back to Palmetto with Coach and Kevin, but I’ll come find you as soon as I can. I need to get these drugs out of my system first. I can’t think straight with this shit in me. In the meantime, you’re going to get your damn bag and rent a decent hotel room where you can rest until your classes are over. You are not going to run, and you’re going to buy a fucking cell phone. Am I clear, rabbit?”
“I understand,” Neil whispered, trying to absorb Andrew’s steadiness, trying to believe in that absurd and ridiculous possibility. He closed his eyes for a moment and took a deep breath, allowing the feeling of Andrew’s touch to anchor him in reality. “I trust you. I’ll do what you said.”
Andrew loosened his grip slightly but remained close.
“Good,” he murmured, much more softly this time. “If you disappear, I’ll kill you.”
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After almost a decade together, Neil and Andrew travel back in time to Neil's first year at Palmetto. Now, they must relive demons from the past. But at least they still have each other.
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23 Jul 2026
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Shortly after going on the run, Neil and Mary settle in Oakland, where Neil strikes up a friendship with Andrew Doe. Years later, they meet again at Palmetto State.
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“If you quit wavering and come on, I will make sure you get back fine. Deal?”
Like a bodyguard, Neil thinks. His father has one of those. But Neil doubts this kid can protect him from what's coming after him.
“That's not an easy job,” Neil warns him.
“Look, are you from the suburbs or some shit?” Andrew doesn't bother to wait for an answer. “I’m going. Either follow me or stay here.” With that, he climbs up towards the roof.
"Deal," Neil says, before he can think too hard about it.
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11 Jul 2026
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I Am Willing to Eat What the Vultures Will Not by maxworm
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
10 Aug 2026
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Andrew, already, could see a lot of his younger self in Olwen. She had hair so blond it was almost white, and an almost entirely blank look on her face. Her eyes were brown, too, though a much, much darker brown than Andrew and Aaron’s. Maybe Olwen got them from her mother. Andrew’s eyes, in the sunlight, sometimes looked more gold than brown, according to Neil’s disgustingly flattering words. Olwen’s were duller and darker, like maybe, at one point, they could have been the same as Andrew’s, but had been stained by the rottenness of humankind.
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After practice one day, Nicky gets a call from a social worker, asking him if he is available to take in one more Minyard—a seven-year-old girl named Olwen, and Andrew and Aaron's half-sister. They take her in without hesitation. It doesn't take long for Andrew to realize he understands Olwen all too much, and Aaron is quickly terrified that he doesn't understand her enough.
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08 Jul 2026
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"I'm Neil. I don't know if you remember me. You met me a year ago when I was Alex. We spent the night talking and trading truths. And then we slept together."
Andrew blinked exactly once. "I remember."
"Yes." Neil took a deep breath. "I know that doesn't explain why I'm here. There's another thing. I kind of... Had your kid."
Or, pro exy star Andrew Minyard has a one night stand with a no name runaway that has unexpected results.
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- Part 1 of Milestones
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08 Jul 2026
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Kevin didn’t look up when Neil neared, simply said: “I can’t answer your questions, Neil.”
“What,” Neil said, a bit breathlessly and endlessly curious, “are you so afraid of?”
And something about Kevin - flickered. Something in his shoulders and in his head as it hung, just for a moment, in defeat. He looked impossibly tired, exhausted in a way that had nothing to do with sleep and everything to do with the burdens they both ignored were there.
“Monsters are real, Neil.”
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03 Jul 2026
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Andrew Minyard was a figure skater paired with Renee Walker in their second year at Palmetto State University, going about his life without expectations. Considering how he lived up to his thirteen years old, he could have enrolled in a pretty fucked up roller-coaster. However, Betsy Dobson adopted him and it changed things. Andrew was still cautious nonetheless, and therefore should not be blamed when he wanted to protect what was his. Now this new rookie hockey player was getting comfortable in Andrew's inner circle, intriguing and annoying, and Andrew's life changed.
Neil Josten was in trouble. He got caught and was threatened, and now he needed an absurd amount of money. This led Neil to produce porn videos and suddenly he was interacting with one of his subscribers, which happened to be just the guy Neil was interested in.
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03 Jul 2026