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In Harry’s second year, the class is assigned to write a letter by their teacher. It’s just… she wants them to write a letter to Santa.
Harry’s never had anything to do with Santa— no Christmas celebrations and definitely no gifts. How is he supposed to write a letter to a man he’s never met, and never been allowed to hear about?
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Taking the title “Master of Death” to come back to life and defeat Voldemort brings the unintended consequence— the curse labeled a gift— of immortality. Harry reflects on it all.
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Voldemort is more vindictive, in the end. Avada Kedavra is not used. This, as well as a few other circumstances, changes everything.
One soul dies, and the wrong soul comes back.
Or: Harry dies, for good. He can't find the strength to be upset; maybe now he can finally rest. The Horcrux, waiting in limbo, is eager to take his place. Voldemort, in the present, is in for quite the surprise.
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Harry is so used to trying to keep up with his shitshow of a life that when he’s alone, he can barely stand it. He was used to being lonely as a child, but now he knew what he was missing. Unfortunately, alone is all he can be at Number 4 Privet Drive— thank Merlin it’s his last time in this wretched house. When Harry is sorting through his belongings and accidentally nicks himself on a sharp object, he looks closer and comes face to face with a shard of his late Godfather's two-way mirror.
On the floor of his room, alone and bleeding, he lets himself fall apart… just this once.
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Dudley feels like now is the time to stop trying to help the Freak. He’s going to be a big kid soon, and he can’t risk his dad thinking he’s a freak too. Harry understands.
Or: Children adapt to their environment and do what’s needed to live comfortably. Dudley Dursley was just a child, once. So was Harry Potter.
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02 Sep 2026
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Dress Uniform Blues by Wheat From Chaff (wheatfromchaff)
Fandoms: The Punisher (TV 2017)
07 Jun 2018
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There were rules. Of course there were. People didn’t get to just put their hands on Billy Russo as they pleased. Not anymore.
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Billy and Frank attend a general's retirement party. They retreat to their room to get stoned and Billy decides to put on a little show.
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02 Sep 2026
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you should feel how I feel (when somebody says your name) by olivcrqueenx
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
30 Jul 2026
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Ned shrugs. "But be prepared, man. You can't save everyone."
At the exact same time, MJ and Peter say - "But you have to try."
And both of them freeze.
Peter gives her a look out of the corner of his eye, soft and searching. His mouth quirks up into a half-smile.
Which is rude. She's still trying not to think about him. She's been trying not to think about the way he had cradled her face earlier when he saved her from the wreckage in Manhattan; like she was something precious.
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(In the year after she finds out he's been wiped from her memory, MJ tries and fails to not fall for Peter Parker again.)
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16 Aug 2026
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If it wasn't for that meddling kid by ARustySpork for TastyTeeth
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 May 2026
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“I feel really good about this kid, I think he could be great on your wing, he just needs some help settling in. Someone to show him the ropes.”
“Yes.”
The line went silent for a moment. Ilya wasn’t really sure why his coach felt the need to run this by him.
“Rozanov,” his coach said at last. “I want him to live with you.”
Ilya blinked, then nearly shouted into the phone. “What?”
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or, Ilya stays in Boston, gets a rookie, and tries to figure out how to make a secret long distance relationship work while there's a Russian teenager in his house
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- Part 1 of If it wasn't for that meddling kid
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13 Aug 2026
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good on my own accord by impetuous
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
13 May 2026
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No serious hockey fan or sports commentator worth their salt would have considered record-breaking Boston superstar Ilya Rozanov to be Shane Hollander’s rival exactly, but sleeping with a man who had a specific offense-related vendetta against him and a wrist shot like a jet engine to back it up was probably ill-advised just the same.
Or, Shane is a goalie. Ilya can’t score.
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- Part 1 of #42 Shane Hollander
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10 Aug 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
You know a fic is good when you can read it and still get SO HYPE even though you legitimately do not know anything about the subject (hockey)