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02 Sep 2026
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Dress Uniform Blues by Wheat From Chaff (wheatfromchaff)
Fandoms: The Punisher (TV 2017)
07 Jun 2018
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There were rules. Of course there were. People didn’t get to just put their hands on Billy Russo as they pleased. Not anymore.
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Billy and Frank attend a general's retirement party. They retreat to their room to get stoned and Billy decides to put on a little show.
Bookmarked by deviant_bean
02 Sep 2026
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you should feel how I feel (when somebody says your name) by olivcrqueenx
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
30 Jul 2026
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Ned shrugs. "But be prepared, man. You can't save everyone."
At the exact same time, MJ and Peter say - "But you have to try."
And both of them freeze.
Peter gives her a look out of the corner of his eye, soft and searching. His mouth quirks up into a half-smile.
Which is rude. She's still trying not to think about him. She's been trying not to think about the way he had cradled her face earlier when he saved her from the wreckage in Manhattan; like she was something precious.
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(In the year after she finds out he's been wiped from her memory, MJ tries and fails to not fall for Peter Parker again.)
Bookmarked by beans-core (deviant_bean)
16 Aug 2026
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If it wasn't for that meddling kid by ARustySpork for TastyTeeth
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 May 2026
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“I feel really good about this kid, I think he could be great on your wing, he just needs some help settling in. Someone to show him the ropes.”
“Yes.”
The line went silent for a moment. Ilya wasn’t really sure why his coach felt the need to run this by him.
“Rozanov,” his coach said at last. “I want him to live with you.”
Ilya blinked, then nearly shouted into the phone. “What?”
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or, Ilya stays in Boston, gets a rookie, and tries to figure out how to make a secret long distance relationship work while there's a Russian teenager in his house
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- Part 1 of If it wasn't for that meddling kid
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13 Aug 2026
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good on my own accord by impetuous
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
13 May 2026
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No serious hockey fan or sports commentator worth their salt would have considered record-breaking Boston superstar Ilya Rozanov to be Shane Hollander’s rival exactly, but sleeping with a man who had a specific offense-related vendetta against him and a wrist shot like a jet engine to back it up was probably ill-advised just the same.
Or, Shane is a goalie. Ilya can’t score.
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- Part 1 of #42 Shane Hollander
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Bookmarked by deviant_bean
10 Aug 2026
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You know a fic is good when you can read it and still get SO HYPE even though you legitimately do not know anything about the subject (hockey)
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And yeah, Shane knew that Ilya hadn’t been okay last time he was in Russia, but Ilya had had the very real excuse of a funeral to blame things on. Ilya had downplayed it as much as he could, and Shane hadn’t been there; he’d heard the fatigue and he’d seen Ilya’s tired smile, but he hadn’t felt the way Ilya’s hands were cold the entire time he was there, hadn’t seen through the screen the way Ilya dropped eight pounds in three weeks, hadn’t kept time when there were twenty hours in Ilya’s day instead of something closer to sixteen. Or, on the flip side, for the week or two after, when there had been approximately ten conscious hours in a day.
It was one thing to see something. It was another to feel it in your hands.
Ilya and Shane are so, so happy for their first year married. They’re playing in Ottawa together, they’re fucking winning, they’re together and out.
So now, after a year, Ilya should be fine. He should be great. He should not be flinching at small noises or nearly punching people off the clock or feeling like he’s drowning whenever he’s not on the ice.
Or: Ilya Rozanov, meet your PTSD.
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09 Aug 2026
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Growing Sideways by BriefExhalation
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
31 Jul 2026
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“Is just the new routine, okay?” Ilya pleaded, his voice breaking. “The pills were working and now there is more stress so I just need to get used to it and will be fixed, okay?”
“How bad is it?”
“Shane, please.”
“Ilya, you promised no more secrets, no more hiding. How bad?”
He covered his face in his palms, his elbows resting on his knees, and took in a shuddered breath. “...bad.”
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After Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander get married, Ilya discovers that his depression won't magically disappear just because he finally has love and a real family. He gets to live and work with Shane full time now that they are on the Centaurs, but it's becomingly increasingly difficult to hide his deteriorating mental health from his husband. He's haunted by dreams of his mother and the fear that his depression and the hockey world's eruption about their relationship is ruining Shane's life. He has to swallow his pride and begin taking SSRIs, navigate the side effects of medicating his depression, and learn to accept love and support from those he loves most. Will the shame eat him alive or can he finally learn that he's worthy of love even at his lowest?
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08 Aug 2026
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The Other Option by AllieHollanov
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
17 Jun 2026
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Ilya. He is still sleeping fitfully in Irina’s bed, face crumpled and lips turned down. Irina leans over him and presses a single kiss to the crease between his eyebrows, and then leans back just enough to watch Ilya’s big, blue eyes blink open at her.
She holds a finger against her lips, waiting until Ilya nods before she straightens up and beckons him to get out of bed. When Ilya is standing, Irina helps him into a clean sweater, his coat, scarf, and hat. Ilya looks terribly confused, but allows himself to be dressed like a toddler, watching his mother curiously but without question. He is twelve years old, certainly old enough to dress himself, and maybe Grigory has a point when he insists that Irina coddles Ilya too much, but, good heavens, that face, how could she not?
It is not until Ilya notices the suitcase by the bedroom door that his expression changes. His eyes darken at first, and then his face screws up minutely, looking at Irina with thinly veiled horror.
“Be completely silent, solnyshko,” Irina breathes. “We have to go.”
Irina Rozanova chooses differently.
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Bookmarked by deviant_bean
07 Aug 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
I was SO tempted to stop reading when they first got together and live in blissful ignorance lol. But worth the full read!
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Free Agent Next Season by Theoz_wolf
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
10 Jul 2026
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"Well, then we're going to have to add her to the Raiders' WAGs group," Connor pointed out, tapping his phone against the palm of his hand. "Anyway, what's her name?"
Ilya swallowed hard. He wanted so badly to tell the truth.
"Jane," he replied, the lie sliding easily but leaving a bitter taste on his lips.
"Jane. Classic name. Cool," Cliff approved with a nod. "So, is she hot? I know you're all paranoid about privacy and won't show a picture, but, fuck, tell us at least something about the girl!"
The "girl" was gorgeous. The most beautiful person Ilya had ever seen in his entire life. The owner of the best laugh, the warmest and firmest hug, the hands that gave the best head scratches. The man with the most addictive kisses, a breathtakingly sculpted body, expressive brown eyes, and, above all, the most wonderful freckles in the world.
"She has freckles," Ilya murmured, unable to prevent a goofy, lovestruck smile from breaking through his unbothered macho facade.
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05 Aug 2026
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The thing, right, insomuch as there is a thing, is that this is, at its core, a simple business transaction. Tommy Shelby, madman that he is, has a need, and Alfie Solomons, in his wisdom and generosity, has provided a solution. The fact that they both fucking get off on it is frankly immaterial in the economic calculations.
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04 Aug 2026
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The Best of Both by Miss_Ginger_Bread
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Feb 2026
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“Did you just say wine night with the WAGs is tonight?” Shane asked frantically.
“I… yes?” Shane groaned miserably into his hands. Ilya stood and moved towards his obviously very distressed husband in record time. “Was a reminder on my phone. It just popped up. What is wrong?”
His husband heaved out a tired sigh then held up his phone. A message from the Centaur group chat was on the screen.
“Tonight’s guys night at Chouinard’s.”
Ilya blinked. Oh, fuck.Ilya and Shane are the first ever hockey players to also both be WAGs. This causes some unintended issues.
(Now with the actual WAG wine night!)
Bookmarked by beans-core (deviant_bean)
03 Aug 2026
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between the devil and the deep blue sea by sphinxofthenile for
Fandoms: Peaky Blinders (TV)
28 Jun 2020
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"This is what's going to happen," Tommy says, cigarette dangling from his lips, so goddamn assured that everything will go his way just because he wills it, and Alfie just wants to punch him in his perfect fucking mouth.
Bookmarked by deviant_bean
01 Aug 2026
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Once, long ago, a young man and a young woman met under an arch and shared their dreams.
Bookmarked by beans-core (deviant_bean)
30 Jul 2026
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Tommy misses supper. Ada notices.
Bookmarked by beans-core (deviant_bean)
30 Jul 2026
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A look at Arthur and Tommy's relationship with each other and with the family throughout the years.
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Bookmarked by beans-core (deviant_bean)
30 Jul 2026
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It's 1916, and Sergeant Major Tommy Shelby is used to crawling down a dark hole with a dozen other men and laying bombs. It's business as usual.
Until it isn't.
Bookmarked by beans-core (deviant_bean)
30 Jul 2026
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“If hockey was that important for geopolitics,” María deadpans, leaning across the table to stab another pelmeni with her fork. “The Chinese would’ve gotten into it by now. The Russians want international concessions, and this is a cheap trick to get it. To be completely honest—”
She dunks the pelmeni into her bowl. It almost looks like she’s drowning it when she twists the fork, coating it in fragrant orange soup. It almost looks like it’s a thrashing animal.
“—it’s really annoying me. From a purely tradecraft perspective, from one lawyer to another, it’s a cheap trick,” María continues, pelmeni between her teeth. “Canada isn’t even the country who’s detaining Russian arms dealers. That’s US shit. It’s fucking annoying.”
Shane doesn’t say anything. Shane’s looking at the pictures splayed across the table, face-up, and thinking about how if this all ends here, all Shane will have to show people when they ask about Ilya are six mugshots from when he was transferred from the Moscow jail to the Siberian penal colony, where his cheeks are hollowed out and his eyes are vacant.
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- Part 1 of The Hedgehog’s Dilemma
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Bookmarked by deviant_bean
23 Jul 2026
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An amazing beautiful absolute monster of a fic. Gorgeous and crazy and so so addicting. OC in a fic done RIGHT!
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Boys Keep Swinging by Zend_nudz
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
07 Mar 2026
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Cliff notices things. Like the fact that his best friend isn’t straight.
Bookmarked by beans-core (deviant_bean)
18 Jul 2026
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three's a crowd by nettlepixie
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
29 Jun 2026
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Ilya’s fingers trace a feather-light path across Shane’s collarbone.
“Or maybe,” Ilya says slowly. “You are jealous of her.”
Shane twists, a token kind of struggle; Ilya hardly budges.
“No,” Shane says.
Ilya makes a thoughtful sound.
“Are you sure? Marly is big, strong hockey player who played in Boston. Just your type.”
“Fuck off,” Shane says, but it’s no good when his traitorous dick is obviously hard, positioned just where Ilya’s hips are resting on Shane’s own. Ilya grinds down, just a little, and Shane’s breath catches. Almost without thinking, he’s straining upwards, trying to get Ilya to kiss him. When their mouths are nearly close enough to touch, Ilya says —
“You want me to tell you about it?”
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5 times Ilya suggests someone for a fantasy threesome while they're fucking, and 1 time Shane does.
Bookmarked by deviant_bean
17 Jul 2026
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It’s not the way he meant it, but if Hollander takes so much fucking offense on the (not even intentional) implication that there’s something more than rivalry going on between him and Rozanov… so be it. Scott isn’t here to coddle some homophobic crybaby.
Scott straightens, squares his shoulders, pulls on all of height, his strength, his anger.
“You fucking heard me, Hollander.”
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Or: Scott completely misreads his fight with Hollander in the ice
Bookmarked by beans-core (deviant_bean)
16 Jul 2026